heart was heard by mine--when my hand touched that which could give me all the world in itself--when my arm encircled that glorious and divine shape--0 Heaven! can you blame me--can you wonder if I was transported beyond myself;--if conscience, reason, all were forgotten, and I thought--felt--lived--but for the moment and for you? No, you will feel for the weakness of nature; you will not judge me harshly. “And why should you rob me of the remembrance of that brief moment--that wild embrace? How often shall I recall it!--How often when the light step of her to whom I return glides around me, shall I cheat myself, and think it yours; when I feel her breath at night, shall I not start--and dream it comes from your lips? and in returning her unconscious caress, let me fancy it is you whispers me the assurances of unutterable love! Forgive me, Constance, my yet adored Constance, whom I shall never see more, for these wild words--this momentary weakness. Farewell! Whatever becomes of me, may God give you all His blessings! “One word more--no, I will not close this letter yet! You remember that you once gave me a flower--years ago. I have preserved its leaves to this day; but I will give no indulgence to a folly that will now wrong you, and be unworthy of myself. I will send you back those leaves: let them plead for me, as the memories of former days. I must break off now, for I can literally write no more. I must go forth and recover my self-command. And oh! may she whom I seek to-morrow--whose unsuspecting heart admonished by temptation, I will watch over, guide, and shield far, far more zealously than I have yet done--never know what it has cost me, not to abandon and betray her.” And Lucilla read over every word of this letter! How wholly impossible it is for language to express the agony, the hopeless, irremediable despair that deepened within her as she proceeded to the end! Everything that life had, or could ever have had for her, of common peace or joy, was blasted for ever! As she came to the last word, she bowed her head in silence over the writing, and felt as if some mighty rock had fallen upon her heart, and crushed it to dust. Had the letter breathed but one unkind--one slighting expression of her, it would have been some comfort--some rallying point, however forlorn and wretched; but this cruel tenderness--this bitter generosity! And before she had read that letter, how joyously, how breathlessly she had anticipated rushing to her lover’s breast! It seems incredible that the space of a few minutes should suffice to blight a whole existence--blacken without a ray of hope an entire future!