Going to Maynooth: Traits and Stories of the Irish Peasantry, The Works of William Carleton, Volume ThreeCarleton, William
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Going to Maynooth: Traits and Stories of the Irish Peasantry, The Works of William Carleton, Volume Three
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Susan turned her eyes upon vacancy; and Denis observed that a sudden and
wild light broke from them, which alarmed him exceedingly. She put her
open hand upon her forehead, as if she felt pain, and remained glancing
fearfully around her for a few minutes; her countenance, which became
instantly like a sheet of paper, lost all its intelligence, except,
perhaps, what might be gleaned from a smile of the most ghastly and
desolating misery.
“Gracious heaven! Susan, dear, what's the matter? Oh, my God! your face
is like marble! Dearest Susan, speak to me!--Oh, speak to me, or I will
go distracted!”
She looked upon him long and steadily; but he perceived with delight
that her consciousness was gradually returning. At length she drew a
deep sigh, and requested him to listen.
“Denis,” said she, “you must now be a man. We can never be married. I am
PROMISED TO ANOTHER!”
“Promised to another! Your brain is turned, Susy. Collect yourself,
dearest, and think of what you say.”
“I know what I say--I know it too well! What did I say? Why--why,” she
added, with an unsettled look, “that I'm promised to another! It is
true--true as God's in heaven. Oh, Denis! why did you lave me so' long
without seein' me? I said my heart was broke, and you will soon know
that it has bitter, bitter rason to be so. See here.”
She had, during her reply, taken from her bosom a small piece of brown
cloth, of a square shape, marked with the letters I. M. I. the initials
of the names of Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. She kissed it fervently as she
spoke, and desired Denis to look upon it and hear her.
“When you saw me last,” she continued, “I left you in anger, because I
thought you no longer loved me. Many a scaldin' tear I shed that nobody
witnessed; many a wringin' my heart felt since that time. I got low,
and, as I said, my health left me. I began to think of what I ought to
do; and bein' so much' alone, my thoughts were never off it. At last
I remembered the Virgin Mother of God, as bein' once a woman, and the
likelier to pity one of her own kind in sorrow. I then thought of a
scapular; and made a promise to myself, that if you didn't come within
a certain time, I would dedicate myself to her for ever. I saw that you
neglected me, and I heard so much of the way you spent your time, how
you were pleasant and merry while my heart was breakin', that I made a
vow to remain a spotless virgin all my life. I got a scapular, too, that
I might be strengthened to keep my holy promise; for you didn't come to
me within the time. This is it in my hand. It is now on me. The VOW IS
MADE AND I AM MISERABLE FOB EVER!”
Denis sobbed and wrung his hands, whilst tears, intensely bitter, fell
from his eyes.
“Oh, Susan!” he exclaimed, “what have you done? Miserable! Oh you have
ruined me utterly! You have rendered us both for ever miserable!”
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