Golden Fleece: The American Adventures of a Fortune Hunting EarlPhillips, David Graham
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Golden Fleece: The American Adventures of a Fortune Hunting Earl
Phillips, David Graham
British -- United States -- Fiction
“No--no!” she protested. They were walking now through a maze of
homely streets lined with flat-houses large and small and odourous of
strong-smelling cookery, of decaying food, of stale whiskey and beer--a
typical tenement district. “When I first began on this scheme,” she
went on, “I thought as you do. But I soon saw how false, how foolishly
false, that was. And if I had continued to think as at first, if I had
gone into the work to patronise and to feed my vanity, I should have
injured myself and all whom I wished to help. I should have made a snob
of myself and parasites of them.”
She paused and into her eyes came a look which he thought “glorious.”
She went on: “But fortunately, I got the right sort of guidance from
the very start. And I discovered that I had more to learn than these
people. I was actually more ignorant than they.” She turned her face
toward him. “Did you ever think,” she asked, “what would become of you
if you had all the props taken from under you, and were cast upon the
world and were forced to make the fight alone--without a penny or a
friend or a relative or any outside help of any kind?”
“Thought of it? Well, rather!” he exclaimed. “And I know what would
happen to me--jolly quick!”
“That was my first discovery--about myself. I found that I was in the
world without any fit equipment to live. I found that if the props
were taken from under me I’d be no match for the working people, that
I’d perish or else have to live on the charity of rich people by doing
the sort of pottering work they give the poor of their own class. And
I said to myself, ‘You are a fine human being, aren’t you--to pose as
the superior of those who are independent and self-respecting? You
call them ignorant, yet they are conforming to nature’s laws and to
the conditions of life infinitely better than you, with your boasted
intelligence and your fancied refinement.’ I saw that I was not a real
woman, as my mother had been, but was only a parasite on the labour and
the intelligence of others.”
“And what did you do?”
“I went to school with my girls. And----” Her face lighted up with
enthusiasm--“oh, you don’t know what a--a magnificent--sensation it
is to be conscious that one can swim alone on the sea of life without
fear of drowning or of having to call for help. You spoke as if I were
giving these people something. Why, I owe everything to them! It is
they who gave and are giving. And I am and always shall be in their
debt.”
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