Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
She went through the shadow-sweet meadows where birds hopped out across
green stretches in the cool, the high corn that had once been her
comrade, the honeysuckle hedges that used to bring so childish a glee.
They wore an air of things estranged and critical. All was so sad, like
a dear friend with an altered countenance. She was an exile even in the
seeing and hearing. It was strange to her as a town under the tides.
There it was, clear and belfried as of old, but fathoms deep, and the
bells had so faint a chime that Reddin's voice drowned them. She was
turned out of the Eden of the past that she had known in wood and
meadow. She was denied the Eden of the future that she might have had
in Edward's love. She had the present--Reddin--unless the other woman
had robbed her of him also.
She sat down in the heavy shadows of the trees at the far side of
Undern Pool. The water looked cold and ghastly even on this golden day.
She watched the wagtails strut magisterially, the moorhens with the
worried air of overworked charwomen, all the mysterious evening life of
a summer pool, but she had no smile for them to-day. The swallows slid
and circled across the water; their silence was no longer intimate, but
alien. She looked across at Undern. There were roses everywhere, but
the house had so strong a faculty for imposing its personality that it
gave to the red roses and the masses of traveller's joy that frothed
over it a deep sadness, as if they had blown and dropped long since and
were but memoried flowers. The shadows of swallows came and went on the
white western wall, and smoke stood up blue and straight from Vessons'
kitchen fire. She watched the cows go down the green lane, and the
shadows go over the meadows in triumphal state. When all was shadow,
and the sky was as suddenly vacant of swallows as at dawn it had been
full of them, she went stealthily towards the house.
A light appeared in the parlour. She came close up and looked in.
Reddin was in the easy chair, reading the paper, a pipe in the corner
of his mouth. No one else was there.
'Jack Reddin!' she said.
'Hullo!' He turned. 'So you've come? I thought you'd have come long
ago.'
That was all he said. But she assured herself that he was glad she had
come, because he shouted to Vessons for tea. She was certain he was
glad to see her. Yet there was something vaguely insolent in his
manner. He was a man who must never be sure of a woman. The moment she
committed herself for him and was at a disadvantage he despised her.
'Come over here!' he said. 'There! I suppose you've forgotten what it's
like to be kissed, eh? And to live with a man? You can never go away
again now.'
'Why?'
'Well, you are a simpleton! D'you think he'd have you back after this?
The first time it was my fault, he thinks; but the second! It won't
wash.' He laughed.
'This time's your fault as much as the other. You made me come both
times. There's Vessons! Leave me get up.'
'No. Why should I?'
Vessons entered.
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