Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
'Oh, going out of a May morning, you and me--and maybe Foxy on a
string--and looking nests, and us with cobwebs on our boots, and
setting primmyroses, red and white and laylac, in my garden as you
made, and then me cooking the breakfast, and you making the toast and
burning it along of reading some hard book, and maybe us laughing over
a bit o' fun. And then off to read to somebody ill, and me waiting
outside, pleased as a queen, and hearkening to your voice coming quiet
through the window. And picking laylac, evenings, and going after
musherooms at the turn of the year. Them days be coming, Ed'ard, inna
they? I dunna mind ought if I know they're coming.'
'Yes, perhaps they are,' he said, smiling a little at her simple hopes,
and even beginning himself to see the possibility of a future for them.
Two days went by in this calm way, for no one came near them, and while
they were alone there was peace. They did not go beyond the garden,
except when Hazel went to the shop. Edward did not go with her; he felt
sensitive about meeting anyone.
In the evenings, by the parlour fire, Edward read aloud to her. He did
not, however, read prayers, and she wondered in silence at the change.
She felt a great peace in these evenings, with Foxy on the hearthrug at
her feet. They neither of them looked either backward or forward, but
lived in the moated present, that turreted heaven whose defences so
soon fall.
On the third morning Reddin came. Hazel had gone to the shop, and,
coming back, she had lingered a little to watch with a sense of old
comradeship the swallows wheeling in hundreds about the quarry cliffs.
Their breasts were dazzling in the clear hot air. They had no
thought for her, being so filled with a rage of joy, dashing up
and down the smooth white sides of the quarry, multiplied by their
blue shadows. They would nestle in crevices, like bits of thistledown
caught in a grass-tuft, and would there sun themselves and chirrup.
So many hundreds were there, and their shadows so multiplied them,
that they seemed less like birds than like some dream of a bird
heaven--essential birdhood. They were so quick with life, so warm,
with their red-splashed breasts and blue flashing bodies; they wove
such a tireless, mazy pattern, like bobbins weaving invisible lace,
that they put winter far off. They comforted Hazel inexpressibly.
Yet to-morrow they would, in all likelihood, be gone, not even a
shadow left. Hazel wished she could catch them as they swept by,
their shining breasts brushing the grasses. She knew they were sacred
birds, 'birds with forkit tails and fire on 'em.' If sacredness
is in proportion to vitality and joy, Hazel and the swallow tribe
should be red-letter saints.
It was while she was away that Reddin knocked at the house door, and
Edward answered the knock. Something in his look made Reddin speak
fast. He had triumphed at their last encounter through muscle. Edward
triumphed in this through despair.
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