Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nature -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction; Wales -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Hazel heard his step on the rough stones, and was alarmedly sure that
it was he. She was terribly afraid he would tell Edward. Then a new
idea occurred to her. Should she tell Edward herself?
She sat in the firelight with her head bent, and turned this new
thought about in her brain as incompetently as she twisted the blue
wool round the needles. And from the silent shadows, as she played with
the thread of destiny, two presences eyed each other across her bright
head--one armed, the other bearing roses. Neither Mrs. Marston, with
her antiphonal 'Double knit, double purl!' nor Edward, reading in his
pleasant voice--he rather fancied his reading, and tried not to--saw
those impalpable figures, each with a possessive hand outstretched to
Hazel pending her decision.
'Why shouldna I say? There was no harm!' she thought. Then she
remembered that there had been something--a queer feeling--that had
sent her out of the glass door into the snow.
She had never wanted to tell anyone of the episode.
She glanced at Edward through her lashes--a look that always made him
think of the pool above the parsonage, where lucent brown water shone
through rushes. He saw the look, for he always glanced round as he
read, having gathered from his book on elocution that this was correct.
He smiled across at her, and went on reading.
The book was one of those affected by Mrs. Marston and her kind. It had
no relation whatever to life. Its ideals, characters, ethics and crises
made up an unearthly whole, which, being entirely useless as a tonic or
as a balm, was so much poison. It was impossible to imagine its heroine
facing any of the facts of life, or engaging in any of those physical
acts to which all humanity is bound, and which need more than
resignation--namely, open-eyed honesty--to raise them from a
humiliation to a glory. It was impossible to imagine also how the
child, which appeared discreetly and punctually on the last page, could
have come by its existence, since it certainly, with such unexceptional
parents, could not have been begotten.
Hazel listened anxiously to hear if the heroine ever drove on a winter
night with a man who stared at her out of bold blue eyes, and whether
she got frightened and took refuge in a bedroom full of white mice. But
there were no mice, nor dark roads, nor bold men in all its pages. By
the time the reading came to an end, Hazel had quite made up her mind
that she could not possibly tell Edward. The blue wool was inextricably
tangled, and one of the shadowy presences had vanished.
Followed what Mrs. Marston called 'a little chat'; the evening tray,
containing cake and cocoa, was brought from its side-table; the kettle
was put on, and soon the candles were lit.
The presence that remained was with Hazel as she went up to her little
room, as she undressed, and when she lay down to sleep. From the
mantlepiece in the faint moonlight shone the white background of the
text, 'Not a hair of thy head shall perish.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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