Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
It was about ten o’clock on the 20th that I was hit. Late that night
the colonel came to the dressing-station; he saw me lying in the corner
and was told that I was done for. The next morning, the 21st, when they
were clearing away the dead, I was found to be still breathing; so they
put me on an ambulance for Heilly, the nearest field-hospital. The pain
of being jolted down the Happy Valley, with a shell-hole at every
three or four yards of the roads, woke me for awhile. I remember
screaming. But once back on the better roads I became unconscious
again. That morning the colonel wrote the usual formal letters of
condolence to the next-of-kin of the six or seven officers who had been
killed. This was his letter to my mother:
22/7/16
Dear Mrs. Graves,
I very much regret to have to write and tell you your son has died
of wounds. He was very gallant, and was doing so well and is a great
loss.
He was hit by a shell and very badly wounded, and died on the way
down to the base I believe. He was not in bad pain, and our doctor
managed to get across and attend him at once.
We have had a very hard time, and our casualties have been large.
Believe me you have all our sympathy in your loss, and we have lost a
very gallant soldier.
Please write to me if I can tell you or do anything.
Yours sincerely,
* * *
Later he made out the official casualty list and reported me died of
wounds. It was a long casualty list, because only eighty men were left
in the battalion.
Heilly was on the railway; close to the station was the
hospital—marquee tents with the red cross painted prominently on the
roofs to discourage air-bombing. It was fine July weather and the
tents were insufferably hot. I was semi-conscious now, and realized
my lung-wound by the shortness of breath. I was amused to watch the
little bubbles of blood, like red soap-bubbles, that my breath made
when it escaped through the hole of the wound. The doctor came over to
me. I felt sorry for him; he looked as though he had not had any sleep
for days. I asked him for a drink. He said: ‘Would you like some tea?’
I whispered: ‘Not with condensed milk in it.’ He said: ‘I’m afraid
there’s no fresh milk.’ Tears came to my eyes; I expected better of
a hospital behind the lines. He said: ‘Will you have some water?’ I
said: ‘Not if it’s boiled.’ He said: ‘It is boiled. And I’m afraid I
can’t give you anything with alcohol in it in your present condition.’
I said: ‘Give me some fruit then.’ He said: ‘I have seen no fruit for
days.’ But a few minutes later he came back with two rather unripe
greengages. I felt so grateful that I promised him a whole orchard when
I recovered.
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