Apocalyptic fiction; England -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction
"Why, of course we are," returned Eileen, after a pause. "We are
going to divide into those that are afraid and those that aren't. It's
fear that's got hold of us, now we've time to think. It's all about
us to-night; I've seen it, and Millie has seen it; and Clara Jenkyn
and all those who are going with her have seen it; and we've all got
to find our own way out." She hesitated for a moment, and then said:
"And what about you? Have you seen it?"
"Yes, for the first time. Within the last ten minutes," said Thrale.
The moon was above the trees now, and she could see his face
clearly. "Have you?" she asked. "I can't picture it. It can't be Pan
or Dionysus, or fear of the Earth or of humanity. No; and it can't be
the most terrible of all, the fear of an idea. What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid of you," said Thrale, and he turned away quickly and
hurried on in the direction of the river.
"I did see Pan," affirmed Eileen, as she returned, happy and unafraid,
towards Marlow.
5
That mood of the night had suggested to Eileen the idea of a single
cause which seemed sufficient to account for the revivalist tendencies
of Miss Jenkyn and certain other women in Marlow. Fear was presented as
a simple explanation, and Eileen, like many other philosophers who had
preceded her, was too eager for the simple and inclusive explanation.
At first the revivalist tendency was feeble and circumscribed. Twenty
or thirty women met in the schoolroom and talked and prayed by
the light of a single, tenderly nursed oil-lamp. The absence of any
minister kept them back at first; the less earnest needed some concrete
embodiment of religion in the form of a black coat and white tie.
But when the rain came in early October, came and persisted; when the
beeches, instead of flaring into scarlet, grew sodden and dead; when
the threat of flood grew even more imminent, and the distraction of
physical toil almost ceased, this little nucleus of women was joined
by many new recruits, and their comparatively harmless prostrations,
lamentations and worshippings of the abstract, developed into an
attempt to enforce a moral law upon the community.
Millie Gosling, returning to Marlow in mid-October, gave the
religionists splendid opportunity for a first demonstration.
Millie returned with a bold face and a shrinking heart. She had fled
from Wycombe because she could not meet the taunts of the women who
had so lately envied her as she rode, prime favourite for a time,
in the Dionysian landau. A great loneliness had come over her after
she was dethroned; she needed sympathy, and she hoped that Blanche
might be made to understand. Millie came back from over the hill
prepared with a long tale of excuses.
She found her sister perfectly complacent.
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