Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
In a state of the most delightful beatitude, I rambled about during the
day, my countenance irradiated with smiles, my heart bursting with the
kindest feelings of humanity. Unconsciously I wandered near the dwelling
of her I loved. I watched with eagerness for a glimpse of the fairy
form, the bright vision of my dreams. A graceful figure glided from the
door. That undulating, musical walk, those fairy-like feet, those
sparkling eyes, shining like diamonds beneath a sweeping veil—oh! it
could be no other—it was Virginia Melville! With intense, rapturous
interest, I gazed upon her till she vanished in the distant throng.
Then, indeed, I felt the bitterness of my lot. Days, mayhap weeks, were
to pass before I could again feast my eyes on her charms. If the interim
were to be a blank in my existence, I could bear it; but I felt that it
was to be a desert. And, indeed, a most sterile one it proved. When,
after a lapse of months, I look back upon the time, how slowly,
painfully it wore away, I cannot conceive how I endured all the misery I
suffered.
Once more I found myself in _her_ presence. Was it a dream? Did I really
behold her again? How very, very beautiful she looked! Her sparkling
eyes were full of mirth and intelligence, her lips were wreathed in the
most fascinating smiles; she seemed the beau-ideal of all that is
graceful, elegant and spiritual, and I felt—I keenly felt—how utterly
unworthy I was of one so purely angelic.
After the usual compliments of the evening, Mr. Desmond prevailed on
Virginia to try her skill on the piano. With the kindest smile
imaginable, she acceded to the request; and gliding gracefully into the
seat, she swept her fairy fingers over notes which had never been
touched by any more fair or delicate. A light, pretty air was the
subject of her muse. I listened with rapture to the flowing sounds,
persuaded that if I had heard more brilliant musicians perform, I had
never so thoroughly enjoyed the power of music. There was a soul,
combined with a precision of time and facility of execution, in Miss
Melville’s playing, that thrilled upon the finest chords of my heart,
like the evening zephyr on the strings of an Æolian harp.
That night I wended my way home, so completely enchanted as to act like
one in a delirium. I was overwhelmed with the most delightful
sensations. For hours I could not sleep, and when, at length, an
ecstatic trance stole over my senses, I had dreams so heavenly, so
joyous, so full of love and hope and happiness, that I fancied Paradise
had no joys to equal them—no angels so bright and beautiful as
Virginia. To describe my varied sensations for the next week would
require volumes—volumes which, when written, would breathe nothing but
passion, wild, fervent and confused.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account