Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Full of doubt, I rushed
wildly from the spot. I bitterly deprecated my boldness. I imagined my
love was offended. I strove to banish thought. I was unhappy. I could
think of naught but the vision. Overcome with emotion, I returned to the
garden. I sought the white rose. Again I gazed upon it, and again it
assumed its magic form. The celestial countenance of the beauty was
placid and pensive. I passionately implored forgiveness. A smile, a
bewitching smile, played upon her lips, and her sparkling eyes beamed
with tenderness. I rushed forward to clasp her to my bosom. The vision
was no more—I held but a rose! I looked upon it and sighed. I bore it
away, and cherished it as an emblem of my love. A long time seemed to
elapse. I wore the rose next my heart, and thought of her I adored.
“Oh!” I exclaimed, “why must this be?” I yearn to look once more upon
the object of my thoughts. I can think of naught but her as I roam
through life’s weary desert. Forever I think of her—forever my memory
clings to the past:—
“I strive to call the vision back;
I strive in vain, but still
The bosom chords so sweetly touched
In plaintive tumult thrill.”
And I ask myself what is this? and my heart tells me it is love—yea!
the voices of a thousand angels proclaim, It is Love!
My dream ended. With the imaginary words still ringing in my ears, I
awoke. I scarcely knew whether to think myself the most happy or most
miserable creature on earth. Full of conflicting emotions, I rushed out
into the clear morning air. It was now early spring. The weather was
cool, bracing, delightful. A delicious fragrance was wafted from the
neighboring woods and fields, and I breathed freely, and felt all the
vigor—the majesty of manhood. My heart was full to overflowing. I
fancied the heavens, the rising sunbeams, the bustling pedestrians, all
smiled upon me; and I was enchanted with the beauty of nature, the
benevolence and affection of mankind. I wondered if ever such a thing as
a misanthrope really existed, and my joyous heart and buoyant mind
answered, no! Oh, heaven-born flame!—lit by angels, fanned into
existence by the Divine hand—what art thou—
“Most sacred fyre, that burliest mightily
In living brests, ykindled first above,
Emongst th’ eternall spheres and lamping sky,
And thence poured into men, which men call Love?”
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