Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You will not find it difficult, Major Leslie,” said the physician, with
sympathy in his tone, “to endure even lameness. Your mind, by several
weeks’ previous illness, is prepared to submit to still greater
suffering if necessary. In illness we bear things, and take things we
could not do in health. Nature prepares the body and Heaven the mind for
all it meets with on earth. Even death is met quietly and calmly by the
invalid exhausted by a lingering illness. The idea of lameness if
presented to you in full health would have shocked you. I dare say you
would have unhesitatingly said you preferred death to it.”
“I should have said so and thought so,” answered Leslie, earnestly.
“But you do not now. On the contrary, you have just expressed a cheerful
submission to your fate. The same spirit will enable you to endure it
with equanimity. Good morning! I will call in and see you once a day
till you can ride out.”
The kind medical adviser then took his leave, and for a few moments
after his departure the lovers remained silent. At length Leslie looked
up to seek Clara’s face with a smile as if to tell her that he had
schooled his spirit to submission, with a smile as if to assure her that
so long as he was blessed with her love he cared not for any misfortune
that Providence should see fit, in its infinite wisdom, to send. But
Clara saw not the smile nor the beautiful submission expressed on his
pale features. Her face was buried in her hands and turned away from
him, while the heaving of her form and the sobs that broke from her
surcharged heart told how deeply Leslie’s misfortune sunk into it. He
was touched by her violent grief, and would have risen to approach her,
but was unable to move.
“Clara,” he said, in a low, soothing tone. She made no reply but
continued to be wholly absorbed in her affliction.
“Dearest Clara,” he again repeated still more tenderly, “come hither,
and do not give way to grief in this manner. I care not for it; so, if
these tears are shed for me, dry them and come sit by me. I assure you,
that I would prefer lameness with your love to fulness and perfection of
limb without it. Come and sit by me and let us converse calmly upon this
subject. It will tranquilize both our minds and give us strength and
patience to bear, as we should do, an ill seemingly so grievous. In the
end it may prove a blessing. _You_ ought not to mourn, for it will
ensure to you, as my wife, all my society. I can name two or three
brides,” he added, playfully, “that would thank Heaven for any accident
that would break their husbands’ legs so that it would confine them at
home with them. Come, Clara, cheer up!”
To this address from Leslie the lady made no reply save by increased
weeping; and his mother entering the chamber at the moment, she embraced
the opportunity to excuse herself and hurried from the room without
taking her kerchief from her face, or even giving her lover look or
reply.
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