Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 3, September 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You must have been surprised, doubtless, at my sudden departure
this morning without seeing you. To speak frankly and deal truly
with you, Dr. M——’s shocking communication, being so wholly
unexpected and unprepared for, nearly deprived me of my senses.
You are a witness how I was overwhelmed at the horrid
announcement! Unable to endure the shock, I hastened home
without again seeing you. Since I have been in my own chamber I
have been reflecting upon this fearful destiny in store for you.
Believe me, Leslie, that I would willingly share it with you if
you wished it; but I feel that you are too generous, too noble
to desire to involve in your own misery the happiness of any one
over whose fate previous circumstances may have given you the
right to exercise a certain kind of control! Your own knowledge
of the world, of society, will teach you that your recent
unhappy misfortune has placed our relation to each other in a
new light. My happiness now hangs upon your decision. If you are
_really_ desirous of urging the ultimate issue of our betrothal,
and are willing for your own selfish ends to wreck the happiness
of one so young as I am, I must _submit_; but if, as I feel you
will be, you are, on the other hand, influenced by those high
and generous feelings that distinguish you above all men, and
will freely release me from a union which it will henceforward
be a species of bondage for me to endure, you will relieve my
mind from a painful weight of anxiety and suspense and forever
secure the _friendship_ of
Yours, sincerely,
Clara Clayton.”
The young lady read the letter over carefully once, sealed, directed,
and despatched it without giving herself time for thought. The street
door closed upon the footman who bore it.
“It is gone! Leslie! alas, poor Leslie! alas, that Fortune should have
driven me to this step! But there was no alternative. No time for delay.
If I had still visited him I should have been a hypocrite, and my
prolonged absence would have required an explanation. It was necessary
that I should write as I have. How will Leslie receive it?”
While she is fancying how the invalid received it, let us, dear reader,
really know how he received it.
He had slept not quite an hour when his sleep was disturbed by the
ringing of the street-door bell. Opening his eyes he looked round the
chamber and called in a faint gentle voice—
“Clara!”
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