Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 4, October 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 4, October 1841
Various
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“To-morrow”—she replied in tones of eloquent music, half blushing as
she spoke even at the intensity of her own feelings—“To-morrow, my
Aurelius, I shall be thine, all thine!”—
“And art thou not all mine, even now, beloved—By the bright heavens
above us—for long—long years!—my heart with all its hopes and fears
and aspirations, my life with its whole crime and purpose—my soul with
its very essence and existence have been thine—all! all thine—my
Julia—and art not thou mine, now!—why what save death should sever
us?—”
“Talk not of death!”—she answered with a slight shiver running through
all her frame—“Talk not of death, Aurelius—I feel even now as if his
icy breath was blowing on my spirit, his dim and awful shadow reflecting
darkness on my every thought—dost thou believe, Aurelius, that passing
shades like these, which will at times sadden and chill the soul, are
true presentiments of coming evil?”
“That do I not—sweet love”—he answered—“that do I not believe; when
by chance or some strain of highly wrought and thrilling sentiment the
heart-strings of us mortals are attuned too high beyond their wont, like
harp chords, they will harmonize to any sound or sentiment that accords
to their own spirit pitch; and, neither sad nor joyous in themselves,
will respond readily to either grief or sorrow: that, feeling no cause
for mirth or gloom, we fancy them prophetic feelings, when they are but
reflected tones, and so disquiet ourselves often with a vain shadow!”
“Well,”—she replied, still sadly—“I wish it may be so, as I suppose it
is. Yet—yet—I would it were to-morrow!”
“Come, come! I must not have thee thus sad on an eve like this, my
Julia—lo! they have lighted up the hall—and the banquet is spread, and
the wine poured—the queen of the feast must not be absent!”
And shaking off the gloom which had, she knew not why, oppressed her,
she turned with one long lingering last glance to the sun as he
disappeared behind the dark tree tops which seemed to swallow him up in
an unnatural gloom, and entered the vast hall which, hung with
tapestries of silk and gold, and garlanded with wreaths of choice
flowers, and reeking with unnumbered perfumes, lighted with lamps of
gold pouring their soft illumination over the gorgeous boards, shewed
like a very palace of the senses.
The bridal strains burst forth harmonious at the first, and slow and
solemn, but quickening and thrilling as they rose, till every ear that
heard them responded to their enlivening impulse, and every bosom glowed
and panted to their expressive cadences. The wine went round, and
laughter circled with it, and many a tender glance was interchanged, and
many a whisper that called up burning blushes, and many a pressure of
young hands betwixt those, who hoped that as this night to Julia and
Aurelius, so should one be for them at no far distant!—and many prayed
that such might be their lot—and many envied them!—Oh God, what
blinded worms we be—when left to our own guidance!
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