Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Here was all I could require. Her lover had died in all the promise of
genius and beauty. His death was simply and solemnly commemorated by a
quiet burial in some sylvan solitude. The allusion, in the passage
quoted, had revived all the poignancy of his loss, and her tears were
evidences of the purity and sincerity of her affection. Although there
now appeared no rival to fear, I was aware that love survives death; but
as I never had much confidence in woman’s constancy, this did not alarm
me.
Forgetting my past experience and my vows of celibacy, I devoted myself
immediately to this new chimera. On the title page of the book, which
had caused such wild fantasies, I perceived the initials—“E. S. C——.”
On examining the page more minutely, I found written in various places,
“Emma,” which I knew must be the name for one of the initials. All
further search proved vain; and I resolved to examine the “traveller’s
register” in hope of procuring more exact information. About a month
back, were written in a bold, free hand, the names of Col. Robert St.
Clair and Sister—at least the surname of Miss St. Clair, and the name
in full of her military brother. My next care was to find out their
destination. With surprise and gratification, I perceived that it was
precisely where I was journeying myself. My plan for an introduction was
quickly made up. I would call on Miss St. Clair and restore her the lost
book. My remarks on her criticisms would of course be flattering; and
she could not avoid entering into a conversation. Common politeness
would induce her to ask me to call again. Thus clear seemed the road to
happiness! Let me now pursue it.
Nothing of interest occurred on my journey to P——. Immediately after
my arrival I made inquiries for Colonel St. Clair. There was little
difficulty in finding his residence. The purport of my mission induced
me to devote more than usual care to my toilet; and as I knocked at the
polished and brass-mounted door of Colonel St. Clair’s house, the
reflection therefrom satisfied me that I was a very passable personage.
I was ushered into the drawing-room. “The Colonel was not at home; but
the white lady would be down directly”—so the servant informed me,
grinning admiration from ear to ear. Who the “white lady” was, I could
not imagine; but her appearance dissipated all suspicion that it might
be Miss St. Clair herself. She was apparently a lady of forty, much worn
and faded by the cares of life. Her countenance was emaciated and
melancholy; but her eyes were still bright and expressive; and her
features were not uninteresting. She might once have been beautiful. Her
form, though somewhat ghastly, was still symmetrical; and her quiet
address and dignified manners proved that she had moved in the best
society. After a few preliminary remarks, I entered on the subject which
was nearest my heart:
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