Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Language would convey but a very faint impression of the agony which
tortured my breast. I threw myself by her body and groaned aloud. It was
the first misery which I had ever experienced, and it came upon me as
the long accumulating avalanche upon the family of the mountaineer, and
I was suddenly and unexpectedly overwhelmed with misery; and in the
poignancy of the moment I cried like a child. But that poor
girl—although gradually dying—whispered hope into my ear, and pointing
to heaven, she bade me gaze there, where we would, ere long, meet to be
separated no more. And for the first time in my life, did I direct my
thoughts to the footstool of the everlasting throne, and addressed a
prayer to its King for the gentle soul which was about to be placed in
his hands.
“‘Charles,’ she exclaimed faintly, as she observed my agony, ‘I am
dying: let all this pass, for I forgive those who committed the deed, as
I hope to be forgiven myself in heaven. Do not seek to retaliate upon
those deluded soldiers, who know nothing but to obey the behests of
their king; why this useless grief? You see that I do not weep, although
the pale face of my poor old mother lies at my side,’ and she placed her
pale hand upon the rigid face of her parent, and, despite her efforts to
prevent it, a tear forced itself from under her eyelid, and rolled down
her cheek, as she gazed upon those dear features, now calmed in death.
“‘Charles, I am going—I forgive—forgive—’ and thus she expired. I
threw myself on her body and groaned aloud, but in a moment a thought
flashed through my mind, and immediately I was as calm as a statue. I
arose and then sinking on one knee, I swore a solemn oath, and I prayed
that the Dispenser of life might grant me mine together with health,
till I should have fulfilled that oath, and so long as life lasted, I
vowed to devote all my energies and means to its consummation; and then,
with a pale face but a calm brow, I hastened home. Knowing that those
who had committed this diabolical deed, would travel rapidly for fear of
that just retribution which they knew would follow them, I hurriedly
seized my rifle, and taking with me but a few bullets, I rapidly
followed the tracks of the murderers. I ran at my greatest speed during
the whole of that day. Their tracks led me into the depths of a thinly
settled country, but the soil being loose, I could trace the deep
impressions of their horses’ feet with the greatest ease. At dark I had
not overtaken them, but with all the indefatigableness of one seeking
revenge for a deadly and vital injury, I now groped my way over a rocky
country, often stooping to examine whether I was still on their tracks.
Finally the country became so rocky that I entirely lost all traces of
my victims, and with a brain burning from disappointed revenge, I
prepared to pass the night under a ledge of rocks which protruded in the
road.
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