Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“An hour had not passed away when the young man’s suspicions were
fulfilled. The officer was seized with the most violent paroxysm; his
features worked fearfully, and it required several men to hold down his
writhing limbs. Strange as it may appear to the tender-hearted, there
was one who gazed upon that man’s terrible throes with feelings
partaking of pleasure, although the sufferer was my fellow mortal. Under
any other circumstances, I would have stood by that man’s side with
tearful eyes, but the cause of my present stoicism is evident. The
officer soon expired, and immediately after his burial I was set at
liberty; and soon afterwards signed my name to an instrument binding me
a liege subject and soldier of his Majesty King George.
“What a change was there now in the conduct of these soldiers towards
me! Instead of the brutal language and fearful threats which they had
hurled at me, they were now declared friends and ready to share with me
their last morsel. We ate together, we drank each other’s health, and we
slept upon the same blanket.
“The deeds which I had perpetrated, and which had deprived two of their
number of life, were apparently forgotten, for they looked upon me now
as a formidable addition to their party.
“Many an expression which dwells upon the risible faculties, belies the
secret thoughts of the breast, and it was so with the glad expression
which mantled my features as I travelled along with them, externally
appearing joyful, but heavy and sad within.
“I did not neglect the oath which I had made; I had not forgotten the
pale serene features of one whom I had ever worshipped, as they lay in
the calmness of death; but whenever I closed my eyes those mild and
fading eyes were before me, with their love and holy resignation vividly
expressed, and their glow rapidly fading.
“‘The time will soon arrive,’ I thought as I looked upon my reckless
comrades, ‘when you will all be stiffened in death, pale monuments of
the revenge of one whom you have so vitally injured—thoughtless fools!
do you imagine that I am but as a brute which perishes, that I can so
soon forget the misery which you have caused me?’ And in the secret
chambers of my breast there was a wild orgie of passions, in
anticipation of the rich feast which my revenge would soon enjoy.
“The next morning we started over a mountainous country, committing
several depredations on the way. With the rest I fired several valuable
barns, for all of which I afterwards remunerated their owners. This
depraved spirit upon my part gave great joy to my companions, and when
we reached a section of the royal army under command of Cornwallis, I
received a smile of approbation from the general, as reward for my
loyalty.
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