Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 6, December 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Now I was left alone with but my own thoughts for company. I was
condemned and must die in two hours—but two short hours had I left, to
take my leave of this world, and prepare for a voyage, I knew not
where—to leave this world which had ever been before but a garden of
roses. Then the dreadful truth at once flashed on my mind! to leave all,
my father, mother, sisters, friends, and all those who had ever met me
with a smile; whose roughest words were blessings, whose prayers were
ever my own. Ah, how hard it is to die when the bright clouds of youth
cluster around our horizon; when the mind is yet young and free from the
diseases which the experiences of a rude world engender! When the
physical faculties are all active, and most capable of contributing to
our enjoyment; and when death appears but a monster to the young mind
whose riper faculties teach us to hope for a glorious future.
“It is hard indeed, and the rapid approach of my last moments only
enhanced my agony. The time drew nigh and I saw no hope of succor; and
it was _now_ that the dreadful thought intruded itself, that there was
no longer hope—that I _must_ die, and before many minutes more be but a
pale bleeding corpse. My heart ached, my feelings grew insupportable,
and I groaned aloud in the bitterest agony. Ah! the horrors of that
moment! All the most poignant sufferings of a life time, if converged in
one breast, could not have tortured more.
“While in this state of horror, I chanced to look towards the top of the
rocks which lined the gorge, and with surprise I beheld the same young
man who had previously saved my life. He caught my glance, and with his
hand motioned me to silence, and then instantly disappeared. What could
this mean? We had left that individual in the army when we left it. Let
it mean what it might it augured well, and immediately a complete
reaction of feelings took place in my breast. I became calm and
apparently careless of my fate, for I felt that I had a friend close by,
who was willing and able to save me.
“The time for the execution of my sentence arrived, and with a file of
soldiers as a guard, I was led to the fatal tree. A bandage was brought
forward, but I refused it, and bade them with a loud voice hurry with
the execution. The file of soldiers, with loaded muskets, were drawn in
a line fronting me, and I was bade to kneel.
“Now all was a deep silence; you might have heard a pin drop, and then
was heard the voice of the one in command—‘Attention, men! make ready,
take aim—fire’—and I rolled on the earth a bleeding corpse——.”
“What!”
“That is one of my uncle’s _yarns_,” said my friend Ned.
“Pshaw!”
* * * * *
THE CHOICE OF HEARTS.
BY THOMAS G. SPEAR.
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