Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The rose faded from the cheek of Julia in an instant. “He is gifted with
extraordinary abilities, mother. A distinguished path is before him.”
“Yes—but think of the years of toil that must intervene. The best
portion of his life must be devoted to his exacting profession, and when
the pulse is fevered with application—the eyes dimmed, and the hair
blanched with time, he may be what is called great; but the spirit of
life, of love, and hope, will be exhausted in the struggle. From the dim
waste of the past, the voice of fame will sound but as a funeral dirge,
wailed over the courage and enthusiasm which bore him upward and onward
in his course.”
“Disappointment must come to all, mother; but in the exciting occupation
you describe there is much happiness to be found. The days of all must
fall into the ‘sere and yellow leaf,’ but the man of genius can at least
look back with pleasure to his toil, and reflect with just pride on the
rewards he has won. Ah how superior are such memories to those hoarded
by the mere butterflies of fashion, of a petty triumph over some
insignificant person whose wealth lifts them into ephemeral notoriety.”
“Child—Child! how you are running on! Your cheek is flushed, and your
eyes sparkling.—This will never do. I hope this young painter has not
made what romantic young ladies call ‘an impression’ on your heart, for
in that case my doors must be closed on him.”
Julia was calm in a moment. The pupil of the fashionable Madame Lecompte
had been assiduously taught the art of controling the outward show of
emotion, and young as she was, Julia Selwyn did not shame the lessons of
her preceptress.
“My dear mother, how can you have such a fancy! Mr. Mervin does not make
love to me without I construe his verses into declarations. Do you fear
that I shall be so unmaidenly as to give my heart unsought? He knows
that a union between us is impossible, but that does not prevent this
frail fading beauty from being his inspiration and his muse. A few
fleeting years, and some younger and fairer face will claim his homage,
while I shall pass down the stream of time only remembered as the
_ci-devant_ belle. When his fame is at its zenith, I shall be
forgotten.”
“I am glad that you have so much common sense, my dear. When we can
speak calmly of being forgotten by an admirer, it is a sure sign that
the feelings are not deeply interested in him. You were never intended
for the wife of a poor man, and there is one—but I must not betray your
father’s plans. He will never force you to accept any one who is
disagreeable to you, but there is a person in view who is so suited in
age, fortune, and in short, every thing, that we have set our hearts on
seeing you his bride. I will not name him, lest the knowledge of our
wishes should make you shy. I shall leave him to make his own way,
love—no questions—I am silent as death. Good-bye—I must see the new
case of millinery opened at Madam ——’s. I will bring you a Parisian
hat of the newest style.”
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