Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Mervin pressed the hand she extended to him to his lips and heart in
uncontrollable emotion.
“Ah, beloved Julia! in this hour I must again pour into your ear the
passion that masters my whole being. As you shall answer this night,
will my fate for good or evil be decided. How I dare venture to ask you,
the beautiful, the flattered, to wait for years until a poor artist has
achieved independence, I know not, but the hope is in my heart, Julia,
that you will not deem me presumptuous. Oh, beloved, the future with its
bright promise of fame is cheerless, without the hope is given that I
may attain the idol of my youth. Speak—let me know my doom! I go forth
sanguine in hope, and certain of success speedily won—or I carry with
me a heart so crushed—so blighted by the disappointment of its dearest
wish, that the energy to accomplish any thing worthy of myself will
never revive.”
Tears were in Julia’s eyes. All her worldliness, all her hesitation had
vanished at the sound of his words: she was only the loving and beloved
woman, ready to share his lot, whether that lot were gloomy or bright.
“The hope is yours,” she whispered. “Is it not a brighter destiny to be
the artist’s love than the bride of him whose fortune is his only claim
to the station he holds? The day will come when my parents will be proud
to give me to you. When that time arrives, take with you the assurance
that you will find me free from other ties, with a heart glorying in the
reputation you have won by your own exertions.”
“With such a reward in view, what toil will be too great, what probation
too tedious to be borne! Oh, Julia, you have given me a motive which
will enable me to triumph over every obstacle. But in the years that
must elapse before I can rationally hope to claim my bride, how will you
evade the persevering pursuit of this Herbert?”
“Do not fear him, Arthur. He is like a tortoise in pursuit of a bird on
the wing, when following me. I can suffer him to belong to my train for
years and still be no nearer marrying him than now. Besides, the
inexplicable anxiety of my parents to see me united to him, will prevent
them from giving decided encouragement to the addresses of any other
lover. So you see it is rather on advantage to have so dilatory a
suitor.”
“The influence of your parents will be entirely in his favor—you will
be firm, my beloved—you will not yield. Remember, if you do, that you
will be answerable for one human destiny. Your confession of this night
has blended your fate, irrevocably with mine. You cannot draw back
without rending the ties that bind me to reason—perhaps life.”
“I shall have no wish to draw back, Arthur. Though vain and worldly,
there is enough nature still left in my heart to appreciate and return
your affection. When the last hope of life has departed, I may yield and
become another’s; but while your love remains as my beacon-light to
happiness, I will continue true to my plighted troth.”
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