Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The servant presented himself at the door, and Arthur found it was time
to bid his honest friends adieu, promising to see them once a week at
that hour—and so they reluctantly parted. On his return to the house,
he was shown to a small room adjoining the library, and on the table was
the tea equipage. The man asked if he would like to go to his chamber
before taking tea; and Arthur, supposing this part of the etiquette,
followed him up stairs, where, as usual, the door was opened for him,
and, with a low bow, the servant retired. After arranging his hair and
dress, he sat at the casement enjoying the beautiful prospect, and
regretting that it would, like a dream, so soon fade away—for he was
quite certain that the lady would master the most difficult part of the
language in less than six weeks.
How strangely are we constituted, and how little do we know of what the
mind is capable. In a few hours Arthur was a changed man. The petty
anxieties of a business life, all originating in the necessity of
providing for daily wants, were cast aside, never to be resumed
again—for new feelings, new hopes filled his whole soul. He never
before understood the greatness, the goodness of God; he never
comprehended His power over creation, and that all things, all that was
beautiful, was the work of His hand. It was in this magnificent solitude
that his heart opened to all this glory; and it seemed as if a film had
fallen from his sight. Men _cannot know God in cities_!
New faculties have been given to me, thought he, on descending to the
tea-room. I am in communion with a holy and chaste spirit, which will, I
know, sustain me; and the future, so dreaded, I now look forward to with
a certainty of success. My heart is made up of love and charity—and
every human being shall have a claim upon my tenderness. Even the weak
and infirm of purpose I shall endeavor to comfort and advise; and as to
this beautiful girl, so far, so infinitely my superior—why may I not
love her as a dear sister, love her in secret and—
He was by this time in the room, and there, at the head of the table,
sat the beautiful girl, who had just passed through his mind in such
near relationship. Wholly unprepared for her presence—for he had
forgotten that she was to preside at the breakfast and tea-table—he
started back in the fear that the servant had made a mistake.
Grace Gordon half rose, smiled, and bid him take a seat. Instead of the
silence and reserve of the dinner-table, Arthur found himself in
animated conversation, and he was pouring out his feelings, when he
heard the same clear, loud laugh as before.
Relieved from restraint, for the absence of Madam Herman left him at
liberty, he arose as if to see who it was that had thrown an air of
ridicule on his conversation. Grace Gordon put her finger to her lip and
pointed to his chair, and this, at once, subdued the anger which was
fast rising, and determined him to wait for a more suitable opportunity
to gratify his curiosity.
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