Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“There is not a more solitary being in the world than myself, for I do
not know that I have a relation, and yet there is no one that so
ardently desires the love and sympathy of kindred. With a heart thus
alive to tender emotions, judge, therefore, dear Miss Gordon, how
impossible it is not to admire the beauty, talent, and excellence of the
lovely being who honors me with her confidence. I have awakened from
this bright dream, and must go while I have the power.”
Miss Gordon rose, but trembled so much that she was compelled to sit
again. Arthur approached to bid her farewell, for he now found that it
was impossible to remain near her after making this confession, but
seeing her distress he drew back, and said in a low voice, he would
write a few lines of thanks before he left the house. Just as he was
leaving the room, he had the glimpse of a gentleman, who appeared to
come from the library, and it occurred to him that it must be Mr.
Herman. He was too much agitated, however, to dwell on so trifling a
circumstance, yet he could not help wondering which of the two gentlemen
it was. When in his chamber, he wrote to Mr. Herman, thanking him for
all his kindness and attention to his pleasures and comforts, and
regretting that it was not in his power to remain longer. He gave his
respectful compliments to Madam Herman and Miss Gordon, and said that he
should send for his effects in the course of the afternoon.
The servant took the letter to Mr. Herman, who by note requested Arthur
to meet him in the library before he departed. After writing a few lines
to Miss Gordon, our hero left his pleasant chamber,—and no one can
imagine with what regret,—and entered the library. Mr. Herman as usual,
waved his hand to a chair.
“You are leaving us, Mr. Hazerelle,” said he, “I presume you think Miss
Gordon is sufficiently advanced in her studies to get on without a
teacher.—Is that your reason for going at this time?”
“Miss Gordon has made great progress,” said Arthur, “and if she could
meet with a few clever Germans now and then, she would soon be master of
the language.”
“Do you leave us because you think she has no further need of your
assistance, or have you other reasons; we have no wish to part with you
for a month or two, if convenient for you to remain?”
“Mr. Herman,” said Arthur, rising, his face crimsoned all over, “have
you never been young—do you forget that I am but twenty-four, and that
my heart is as susceptible as if I were heir to all this estate? Do you
think it possible to be in the society of so lovely a woman as Miss
Gordon without becoming attached to her? I assure you, sir, that this
was unforeseen by me. Had I been aware of her excellencies, I should not
have placed myself in a situation which I know is to render me unhappy
for life. You ask for my reasons, I tell them to you
frankly—good-morning.”
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