Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Like two vast dark wings, which grew darker and darker, and folded
closer and closer over me, till at last they seemed to brood over me, as
I have seen birds over their young. There was nothing strange or gloomy
about them—nothing frightful. They seemed to have a right there, and I
knew what it was; only I could not look at or attend to its approaches,
because I waited and watched first for the soul of my darling to pass. I
said it with my thought to the dark wings, and it replied—‘You shall
pass away together.’ Then it came closer to me, like a watching mother
to the bed, and I felt it come down on my eyes like a shadow, and then I
seemed to sleep a long, long while. Such a sleep as one is half
conscious of, and the refreshment of which he fully enjoys.
“When I awoke, I found or felt myself in the folds, as it were, of a
cloud. It was rose-colored, and seemed made of music—but the music was
not set harmony either, and seemed composed of all natural soothing
sounds. The whisper and rush of the wave on the sea shore, the murmur of
the brooklet, or the sighing of the wind among the trees or over the
long grass; all sounds that are associated with peace and loveliness
filled and seemed to compose this cloud, for there was a mingling of
senses, so to speak, or rather all that was most lovely in sound and
color and odor embathed and permeated my being without my perceiving,
far less analyzing, the source of my pleasure. At length, as if the
natural body were changed for a spiritual one, I began to ascend and
descend on the pillowy clouds above and about me, I moved voluntarily,
and was conscious of an independent existence. Slowly came back the
memory of life and of its relations. But though I remembered my baby
entirely, I was without that agonizing anxiety for her with which I had
died. There were many soft female faces about me as I lay there, and
presently I felt that the Blessed Mother herself was among them, for she
leaned over me and smiled; and then, I knew without her telling me, that
my own baby was the one she held in her arms and gave to me. I cannot
express to you the home-feeling that this gave me. All about me grew
more soft and lovely, the forms and features of all more and more
distinct, as if they were careful not to oppress the new-born soul with
excess of beauty.
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