Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“But we believe the Bible to be a sufficient guide to all our darkness
and doubts.”
“Morally I know it is, madam. And I do not say that its precepts will
not reach every variety of intellectual difficulty. But I have found
that conference with a superior mind is a great relief and pleasure, as
well as guide, in understanding the doubts that often weigh on the
mind.”
“Unquestionably it is so, Claire; but we find those superior minds in
the circle of our acquaintances, in our husbands, brothers, and the
friends to whom we attach ourselves. We have not the need of confession
that you feel, isolated as you are from any guiding mind.”
“Yes, madam, that is true. I can see that in such a case confession
would not be so necessary; but with us it is a great need.”
She drew the curtains as she spoke, and sat silently at her netting. I
lay revolving in my mind for a long time the conversation I had been
holding with this strange girl. There was something in the maturity of
her mind and the dignity of her manner, that contrasted greatly with the
extreme youthfulness of her figure and face. Her eyes had a quiet
serenity that seemed the result of having attained, at a bound, the goal
to which humanity generally reaches after long and painful experiences
and mental vicissitudes that leave their unmistakable marks on the face.
But in Claire’s face, seen by the pale light of the room, was an angelic
wisdom, pure and high. Yet she did not look satisfied; or rather, she
was satisfied only in the thought of a future different from the calm
present.
I asked myself how would this sweet flower bear transplanting? She had
no ties but those of gratitude to the place she was in, and as a sphere
of usefulness, some one more strong and hardy could fill it better than
she did. She evidently looked and longed for the arrival of her father,
more from “the necessity of loving” than from a filial feeling. I did
not myself believe that he was in existence, or that if he were, he was
worthy of her affection, or he would long ere this have sought her out.
Thoughts like these kept me wakeful, and when I undrew the curtain again
to speak to Claire, I found she had gone softly out, and her place was
supplied by a stout “Sister,” to whom I had no inclination to speak. She
told me, in answer to my query, that day was nearly breaking, and I sunk
to sleep in the hearing of the distant music of the morning-hymn.
The sun was already high in the heavens when I awoke. Claire was sitting
by the side of my bed, and at my first motion, spoke to me with a
cheerful smile that well corresponded with the serene brightness of the
day.
“Father Angelo has been here for some time, madam; I have been telling
him about you, for truly, madam, I feel as if I had known you a long
time, instead of only one night. He will be glad to see you.”
“And I shall like to see him, Claire. But as I feel myself, thanks to
your kindness, quite recovered, I will not receive him so entirely in
dishabille.”
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