Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Claire looked after him, and then meeting my inquiring eye, she stood
with hers looking clearly into my face.
“And so my poor Herbert has no chance?” said I.
She seated herself by me with a little embarrassment, which became her a
thousand times more than the serene self-possession so habitual to her.
“My beloved mother—my benefactress!” she stopped.
“Not a word of that, Claire. Hearts are to be given, and not bought. But
how comes it that you see nothing lovable or winning about Herbert? He
seems perfectly hopeless.”
“I might have seen, indeed I did see, a thousand charming qualities in
Mr. ——,” said Claire, with grave simplicity, “but that he seemed to be
only amusing himself with me, and not in earnest about any thing. Least
of all did I believe him in earnest when he professed love for me. Love!
which I have always looked on as something so holy, so sacred, so
ennobling! a trust so solemn as another’s heart, not to be taken without
awe and trembling! Believe me, dearest mother, I did not once think, nor
can I now, that Mr. —— had an earnest thought in the whole matter.
Evidently he has only been amusing himself, and trying perhaps to amuse
me with the idea of having made a conquest. He mistook me altogether.”
She drew her head up a very little, with an expression that spoke of
wounded pride; but instantly dismissed it, and resumed her usual
affectionate look.
“I hope you will not think any more about it, dear Claire. These things
are best dismissed from the thoughts. Shall we go on with our reading?”
I spoke hurriedly, for, in truth, I was severely disappointed. I did not
think how much so, until I listened to the calm, decided tone, and
looked on the quiet face of Claire. Things looked hopeless for Herbert;
and I could not help sympathizing with him in his keen disappointment.
Meantime, as I knew affection could not be reproached into existence, I
endeavored to divert both my own mind and hers from a painful subject.
Absence is said to be the death of love, I believe it is sometimes the
birth of it. Certainly, Herbert, if he had tried a thousand ways to
Claire’s heart, could not have hit on a likelier road than that which
led him away from her, under the pretence of going to Niagara Falls.
“My body will go in search of the picturesque, mother,” said he, with a
faint attempt at gayety, “but my soul remains at home. It will haunt
you—both; and I charge you listen to its whispers that shall be in your
ears night and day!”
“Farewell, Claire!” was all he said to her; and when he was gone, she
sat for some minutes, looking into the heart of a flower she was holding
in her hand, as if trying to solve a problem too difficult for her.
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