Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I received from him one day a very, very plain exposition of one of my
many faults. Never mind what it is. He pointed it out to me as you would
point out a rattlesnake in a thicket to any companion you chanced to be
walking with. I saw it—this vile fault of mine—and have been hunting
it, and striking savagely at it, whenever I detect it stealing through
my conduct with its accursed insidiousness ever since. Alas! it is “only
skotched not killed” yet. But that is another matter. I only mention it
to say that his very plain remarks gave an edge to my remarks, as I
observed—
“You are right, Charley, perfectly so—and I war against that accursed
fault forever. But it reminds me of one of _yours_.”
“Eh?”
“Charley, you have a vile, offensive, disgusting habit of chewing
tobacco. It is loathsome. If you would only keep the weed in your mouth,
why it would only poison yourself—but you will be everlastingly
spitting out its juice—and it poisons _me_—poisons me through sight,
smell, hearing and feeling. Don’t use it any more.”
True to his own true nature, he never took another quid. Whether this is
one cause of his blooming health and firm nerve I will not say. I _will_
say that it is one cause of his astonishing popularity with the
ladies—whether _they_ know that it is or not—and thus one cause of
this election of his as Senator.
These faults of ours! I said they are like snakes. So they are.
Sometimes a man catches sight of one of them lying full-length in its
loathsomeness in his own conduct or conversation. Suppose the fault is
self-conceit?—a disease of mentioning one’s self at all times, which
you have contracted. Well, you see the same fault in some fool or other,
or some Charley Bell tells you of it. The knowledge falls like a flash
of daylight on the vice—you see it! If it would only perish—crawl
_out_ of you, it would be well. But the vile thing—crawls _into
you_—like a snake into its hole. It does not show its head while you
are watching for it. A day or two passes. You forget about it—and it is
out—drawing its filthy trail through all your conduct again.
This is _not_ a digression. Because I wanted to say that Charley was a
man of too strong a desire after personal excellence not to wage eternal
war after such vermin. A shrewd observer would have known the existence
of his besetting faults only by the unusual prominence of just the
opposite virtues, just as you recognize the former drunkard in the man
who has a special horror now of all that can intoxicate.
There were several minor defects in Charley’s character, which I pointed
out to him, but which he has so completely conquered that I have
forgotten what they were.
I really must say something about that Dora Anson affair.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account