Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Yes, dear Co, I plead guilty; for the fascination of Florence’s
conversation, tinctured, too, with sadness, was sufficient to make any
one forget their own identity. It was during that visit she narrated all
that happened to her during our separation. But, as I am but little
skilled as a _raconteuse_, I will, after Elsie has given us our tea,
lend you her journal to glance over. She said, when she gave it to me,
‘This journal, my dear Mary, will bring me and my trials sometimes
before your eyes; for I cannot bear to be utterly forgotten by the one
being who has loved me through evil as well as good report. Besides, I
think it sinful to remind myself, by looking over these blotted
pages—which, strange incongruity as it may appear, I cannot bear the
idea of destroying—as they make me unhappy and discontented, by
recalling times past, that were better forever to lie buried in
Oblivion’s stream.’
“There, Co, is the manuscript—rather formidable in its closely written
pages; but to me, so full of interest, that I should have read it were
it six times as long. So, read it to yourself, dear, after you have
given me my tea, and then I will attend to my little domestic concerns;
for though ’tis, indeed, but a ‘wee nest,’ yet the birds of the air do
not minister to me.”
“Thank you, dear aunty. Now, Elsie, my good Elsie, please hurry with the
tea-waiter; for I am so famished with _curiosity_ to read these yellow
leaves, that I will pardon any supper, if ’tis not _comme il faut_, if
you will only hurry!”
My readers will imagine the refreshment past—the wick of the lamp
raised—the shade adjusted—and the fair Cora, with her head supported
by one tiny hand, hid in a shower of curls, seated at the centre-table,
in the most comfortable of all chairs, and deeply intent upon the pages
of
THE JOURNAL
_Tuesday night, June._—Well, ’tis over. To-day I arrived in my new
home; and setting aside my longing after a _home_-feeling, which I have
ever felt since the death of my dear, dear mother, there is no place
that promises more domestic enjoyments than Alton; especially if Clare,
my cousin, will love me and let me love her. She is a pretty girl, not
beautiful, I admit, but sufficiently comely. My good, kind uncle, too! I
can love _him_, I know; for how careful—how very, very tender was he of
my feelings on our road hither. My room, also, is very nicely arranged;
and as I glance around, I think I may again be happy, _even_, though I
am dependent on my uncle’s bounty. I must to sleep now, for I am too
sleepy now for aught else.
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