Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 1, January 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
While conversing in this manner, the postman arrived and handed me a
letter. Pointing to the address which was in French, and to the writing
which resembled my brother’s, she exultingly declared it was his, and
playfully demanded that I should never more doubt her predictions. For a
moment I fancied it was his, and the bearer of good news, but the first
words, “Dear Miss,” dashed away all these expectations. I however
endeavored to hide my emotion, because I was intently watched and
incessantly questioned about its contents. As I read on, the particulars
of my brother’s adventures became gradually unfolded—at last the finale
was reached, he had been arrested within a few miles of the frontier,
and then met with the fate of his father. So wrote the friend who
obtained a few hurried words from him previous to his execution, and who
promised him to communicate this intelligence to us. But strange to say,
when I reached this dreadful part of the letter, my stupefied brain felt
my sister’s arms suddenly clasped around my neck, heard her sob, as she
kissed me, “poor dear Emma,” and then remain silent. In a few minutes I
felt somewhat restored, I ventured a glance upon her face, and she
seemed to be asleep. I removed her arms, and as I gently tried to awake
her, the awful truth revealed itself that she, too, had departed.
Whether it was produced by reading my brother’s fate upon my
countenance, or by any physical infirmity, is to me a mystery.
Some hours must have elapsed before I returned to consciousness. I awoke
as from some horrible dream, but the dreadful reality quickly returned.
And as I heard the thunder roaring and the rain pouring without, and
observed the gloom within, the fatal letter on the door, and my dead
sister by my side, I became reckless with despair. Grief refused to pay
her tribute to misfortune, my heart seemed to harden, my head seemed to
burn. I fancied Heaven and earth had conspired to injure me.
A raging fever followed, accompanied with delirium, and I was told, that
as I lay under its influence I would call upon my parents, my sister and
my brother, and entreat them to send for me. At other times I upbraided
Alfred for his absence, and then expressed a confidence in his arrival,
and framed excuses for his delay. Anon I would promise to be good to
him, to wait upon and watch over him, to make him happy and deserve his
love.
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