Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was before, and about this time, that Roderick and Ella were
accustomed to spend their hours, and almost days together, at the bower.
She had grown into womanhood, had entered into her twentieth year; and
it was on her last birth-day, that she and Roderick had knelt before her
uncle, to receive his blessing on their betrothal. Roderick had finished
his course in the academy, and had already acquired his quota, both of
fame and money, in painting. Ella sincerely loved him; and despite the
admiration she felt for the young count, would have been supremely happy
could she have been promised the realization of her imaginary enjoyments
by his side. She loved him more when in his presence than when away.
Absence threw no enchantment around him; it was in the sunshine of his
tenderness and devotion that she felt the full glow of her affection for
him; at other times she would feel the chilly mingling of her regrets.
Had they been married then, they would have been very happy.
I said, Count Frederick deemed his love for Ella to be harmless, and
that he felt no scruples in giving full play to it. It was only when, in
his frequent rides, he caught a glimpse of the lovers enjoying their
honest happiness under their own vine and fig-tree, as one might say,
that the demon of envy, then of jealousy, took possession of him. There
are few who can look unmoved on the unalloyed happiness of others, nor
feel one pang of envy; that can see the appropriation by another of a
secretly-coveted object, even an object one has no right or title to, or
expectation of, and feel no sting of jealousy. Thus was it with Count
Frederick: from the window of a mansion he frequently visited in
Heidelberg, he could look right up to the bower. In the recess of that
window he frequently sat; and with glass in hand, following with his eye
every movement of the doomed pair, he conjured up a host of demons to
torment him. He knew that her faith was given to another; he was aware
and resolved that he could not marry her; yet, the long and constant
dwelling of his thoughts upon her, the enlistment of his feelings and
affections for her, seemed, in his disordered mind, to invest him with
an indefinable title; he felt the outrage done to it, and casting full
rein to both anger and passion, vowed to wreak his vengeance on what he
thenceforward dreamed to be his mistress, and her lover.
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