Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I intended,” said he, at length, as he pressed her hand to his lips; “I
intended to beg your forgiveness for my extreme rudeness on yesterday. I
was overcome, beside myself; and now, when I would utter the words of my
supplication, they stick in my throat. I am tossed like a leaf, before
you; and here I sit trembling like a child, beneath your touch. I feel
in my inmost heart the sweetness of your sympathy. I go, and but for the
treasure of that sweetness my heart would wither in its desolation. I
dare not speak to you of love, for your troth is another’s. At least, in
mercy, vouchsafe to me one glimpse of the Elysium denied me!” He folded
her once more to his heart; indistinctly she heard in spasmodic
whispers: _life—soul—dearest_—and he was gone. The nobler nature was
triumphant; and Ella, overcome by his generosity and her now
unquenchable love, wept long and bitterly. She turned from side to side
in her loneliness, gazed into the heavens, upon the wide landscape,
until the tears blinded her. Then she bent her head upon the trellis
where he had leaned; her dark hair hung in loose locks upon the
branching vines, and she moaned in very bitterness.
That night she thought of Roderick, and for a moment compared him with
Count Frederick. What a contrast! His very name, his only inheritance
from his forefathers, was essentially plebeian, rustic. Ackerman!
Roderick Ackerman, the husbandman! She had never thought of that before!
She, the daughter of a noble house, could never bear that name! Her
dreams were not those of pleasure only, for Roderick stood all night, a
horrid phantom, between her impatient love and its unlawful object. Next
morning she did not quiet her mind with the reflection, that she was not
responsible for her dreams; and her midnight dreams, pleasure and
displeasure, were her daylight reveries.
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