Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
utterance of a lie.
It behooves me now to hasten this lengthy history to a close. As soon as
possible our wanderers hastened off to Paris, to restore their sunken
spirits amid the pleasures and gayeties of the _beau monde_. There it
was I saw them, as they took their evening airing along the Champs
Elysées. They had been there several months, and poor Ella’s looks and
manner both told the inefficiency of worldly pleasure, to lighten the
heavy burden of a guilty soul. The gayety of France was like the smart
of sparkling wine on an ulcerated sore, and away they wandered into
distant lands. The still, death-like aspect of the Grecian shores seemed
like the languor of cold sympathy with her own silent sorrow; and as the
startling semblance rose up before her, and she viewed in every phase
and feature that all that was elevating and life-giving was passed away,
she shuddered at her own kindred desolation. She would venture upon the
rocky cliffs and gaze into the troubled sea, where—as now in her own
mind—the lights of Heaven were pictured in flitting and uncertain
forms; she would look abroad upon the unspotted blue, where not a coming
or departing sail broke the distinct horizon, and she would reflect how
the powers of her soul were mouldered away, and brought no more back to
her enjoyment the riches and the fruits of other climes, the luxuries
from nature’s and religion’s overflowing bounty. Then she would wander
upon the lonely strand, and the splashing of the journeyed waters, whose
tempest roar was spent in low, last murmurs at her feet, reëchoed the
wild moanings of a dying spirit. Oh! how she sat and cried. Had her
tears been those of repentance and return, they would have hallowed for
ever a spot that was only classic, and her groans would have lifted the
vault of Heaven; but the bitter drops, wrung by degradation and despair,
were swept away by the encroaching wavelets—and the sighs were borne
afar by the winds, to swell that everlasting _ROMOR_ of anguish that
never reaches God.
In the Roman Colosseum, the blood-stained arena of the martyrs seemed to
burn her very feet, and she looked not upon a stone, nor an herb, in
that sanctuary of Christendom but returned a look of withering reproach,
as if by express command of Heaven. There was no peace. Like Jonah, had
she tried to flee from the wrath of God, and find ease and security in
sin; and now that she found it not, she longed for death—but dared not
court it—as the oblivion of all her being.
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