Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 4, April 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Poor girl, she fancied that all danger was passed; that she would soon
be well, and that we should be very, very happy. But, alas! grief and
disappointment too frequently shoot with poisoned arrows, and the venom
remains in the wound, after the shaft has been extracted. She was not
suffered to rise that day, and was forbidden to speak more than a
monosyllable at a time. The good physician quoted the Bible to her,
saying—“Let your communication be yea, yea, nay, nay, for of more
cometh evil.” On the following day, however, she rose, and gradually was
permitted to talk more and more, without any evil effect being produced.
Then for a short time we were very happy. The good, old professor did
all that he could to make up for his previous harshness, consented to
any thing that we wished. Spontaneously promised two thousand dollars to
set Louise and myself off in life, although we were to make our abode
with him, and talked of obtaining a professorship for me in the
university. Luckily his avocations kept him from home a good deal each
day, otherwise his daughter’s health would have suffered more, from his
continually running in and out of the room. She made some progress
during the first week after I returned, regained strength in a certain
degree, and I was full of hope for her, although she had an unpleasant
cough, very frequent, though not violent. We talked of the coming days,
and of our marriage, as soon as she was quite well, and I measured her
finger for the ring, and kissed the little hand on which it was to be
placed. Oh, they were very, very pleasant dreams, those; and I felt that
I could be exceedingly happy with that dear, gentle girl—nay, I fancied
that our happiness was quite assured; for when I looked into her eyes,
they were so full of light and life, that one could hardly fancy they
would ever be extinguished in death and darkness. Her bright color did
not come back into the cheek indeed, except at night, and then it was
not so generally diffused. Nevertheless, she felt herself so well—we
all thought she was so well—that our wedding-day was fixed for about
three weeks afterward. As the time approached, however, she was not
quite so well again. The weather changed, and two or three days of cold,
damp wind succeeded, which seemed to affect her very much. It was judged
expedient that our marriage should be delayed for a fortnight; for she
felt the least breath of air. Nevertheless, we kept up our spirits well
for a little while, and she talked confidently of regaining health, and
being just as well as ever. But as the days went on, I perceived with
anxiety and alarm, that she grew weaker. I used to take her out whenever
the air was soft, and the sun shone warmly, for a little walk, in the
hope that it would restore her strength, and I soon found that she could
not go so far, without fatigue, as at first; that to climb even the
little slopes which exist in Hamburgh, rendered her breathing short, and
increased her cough.
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