Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 5, May 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 5, May 1852
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I told you my lady was fidgetty-like, and she very soon got tired of
Bath and would come to London. Now, dear, I’ll leave it to another time
to say what I’ve got to say about London—and remember, sure if I wrote
for a hundred years, I could not _insense_ you into what it is, or what
it is like. Aunt, it’s full up of people! underground, overground, high
up, down low—people—people in misery and sin, people in plenty and
pleasure; it’s never still by day or night, for at night, the very
breathing of such thousands and thousands of people, is like to stifled
thunder; it’s full of a pale withered-up sort of life in one place, and
it is blooming like a fresh May morning only a stone’s-throw from the
same, in another; it’s a city of contradictions—it’s the grandest place
upon the face of the earth, if it was only for the multitudes of living
immortal creatures it contains, and it’s the meanest place in the
universe:—they make money out of the very scrapings of the
streets!—and, bless your kind heart! it’s yourself that would be
troubled to see the people driving on, and on, and on forever, without
rest, and all so solid like. And, aunt, but it’s lonesome to be
surrounded by such thousands of people without knowing one of them from
Adam, only all black strangers, no one to bid you good morrow morning,
or say, God save you; for their manners are not our manners; they’re a
fine, kind-hearted people, but they’re mortal fearful you should think
so. The first lodging we were in, I thought to be very kind and mannerly
to the mistress of the house, and so when I met her the next day I
dropped her a curtsey—and says I, ‘The top of the morning to ye,
Ma’am;’ well, instead of returning my civility, she told my mistress I’d
insulted her; you see they’re an unaccountable people, but it’s not
_that_ I wanted to write about. Aunt, dear, I know you’re anxious about
how I get on with my ‘_duty_’ and I took your advice and resolved to
walk in my own way, and when I told my mistress I’d like to get leave to
go to my duty, she told me she was well satisfied with the way I was
going on, I was doing my duty perfectly; so I thanked her for her good
opinion, but said I wanted to make a clean breast, if I could find out a
proper Clergy to make it to; and then she smiled her faint, quiet smile,
just for all the world like a thread of moonlight, and said, she
understood now that what I meant by ‘duty,’ was going to the Priest, to
confession, and gave me leave to go next Sunday to first Mass. So I got
my instructions where to go and set off with a light heart. To be sure
it did me good to enter a place of my own worship again, and the music
was just wonderful—only they made me pay a shilling for a seat, think
of that! but I’d have paid ten, if I had it—to get in, my heart warmed
so. And the tears came to my eyes, when I see the fine men serving on
the altar and such fine blessed candles—all wax. And the _rale_ bowing
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