Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 5, May 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 5, May 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
First impressions are, I suppose, always the most generous ones; and
however great might have been the relief at any other moment to know
that the means of subsistence were no longer to depend upon the caprice
of Fortune, the intelligence afforded me but little consolation, when
coupled with the death of my poor friend. I was very, very sad. The last
earthly tie between myself and my poor Louise seemed gone; and all the
painful memories connected with the last days of her life, revived as
darkly and gloomily as ever. I took no steps in regard to the property.
I did not even answer the notary’s letter; but day after day I walked
out over the curious broken ground, and cedar-covered hills to the south
and west of Boston, meditating sadly upon the past. At the face of
nature I used to look from time to time, finding I know not what, of
similarity between the fading aspect of the autumn-woods and the
withering away of my own hopes and happiness. But I looked little at man
when he fell in my way, and many a time felt half angry when a fellow
walker on the same road gave me good day, or stopped to ask me the hour.
There were very few human habitations in that direction at the time; and
one solitary public house, about four miles from the city, I used to
pass with my eyes always bent upon the ground. I know not what induced
me to raise my eyes toward it one day, as I was walking along, somewhat
more slowly than usual—for the weather had become suddenly sultry, in
what they call the Indian Summer. Perhaps it was that my eye caught an
indistinct sight of some one sitting under the veranda—an old man, very
shabbily dressed in brown. I could not see his features, for I was at
the distance of more than a hundred yards, and I only took a casual
glance. But as I returned by the same road, the old man was still
sitting there; and a young girl of twelve or thirteen years of age was
standing by, talking to him, and offering him something in a cup. In my
morose selfishness, I was going on without any further notice, when
suddenly he took the girl’s arm, and rose up feebly, looking straight
toward me. A strange feeling of recognition instantly seized upon me,
and I turned sharply toward the house, with doubt in my mind, but
certainty in my heart—a contrast that takes place more often than
people imagine.
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