Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
recess between the cabin doors, and thence from the starboard ones up to
the chart-rack and the broad transom, where the two models, one of a
whale-ship, the other of a first-rate, both made of a sperm whale’s
jaw—guns, boats, spars, and even the miniature brail-blocks, all
fashioned out of glistening white bone, were resting on their mimic
ways. Of course I saw nothing there to account for the impression, faint
as it grew again while I gazed, and half deeming it the delusive trace
of some forgotten likeness, or of something which I had read of or
dreamed, I turned my eyes again upon Captain Catherton.
“‘Mr. Miller,’ said the man, as calmly as if he were sitting at home, it
might be, in his nursery, his wife within reach of a whisper, and
something in the subdued, moist look of his eyes in devilish accordance
with the drowsy quiet of a domestic scene, ‘we are not all as
philosophic as Cato—nor as vile as the man made immortal in infamy by
Horace—_non omnibus dormis_—you remember the satires.’
“As I stared again at this, a forlorn ghost of a smile flitted over his
face, and with his next breath the mystery of the thing vanished. I have
often wondered since what it was that kept me fixed to my seat like
stone; perhaps it was the reflection that my own accursed folly had been
the wreck of us three—him, the wretch—myself, and _her_—perhaps it
was the awful suddenness of the shock which stunned me like a heavy
blow; I cannot say; but stifling the groan which rose to my lips as the
horrible truth flashed upon me, while the very air seemed to thicken
before my gaze, and his words to come with terrible distinctness through
the gloom, I sat still on my seat and heard him out.
“‘I was born,’ he said, ‘at the village of ——, a few miles from
Philadelphia, and abandoned my home, like a fledged petrel, as soon as I
could comprehend the map of the world with its thousand ports and its
endless stretch of sea. It is a strange thing, Mr. Miller, this young
fancy of ours for being blown about by the wild winds, and rocked out of
a life of ease by the cunning waves of the deep. To my mind there was
once nothing so joyous in life as the roar of the gale at its height,
when you slid from the top of a sea to the trough—the dripping dash of
a head sea on the prow—or the rush of cleft waters astern, as you sat
conning the chart.’ Little did that careful old pedagogue dream, as, day
after day he chuckled over my progress in this department of knowledge,
what restless longings disturbed the breast of his pupil, like the
instinct of the unfledged albatross when it hears the sound of the sea
from its nest on some sheltering cliff.
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