Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XL, No. 6, June 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“It’s mighty _quare_ how, in this wonderful city of business and bother,
how your little, peaceful sayings, darling aunt! and the songs you sung
to the wheel of a winter’s evening, with none but the pusheen-cat, and
myself, and a cricket or two to the fore, come into my head, or one of
Watts’ hymns, in the very bustle of the town: I often dust the room to
‘Aileen Mavourneen,’ and brush my lady’s hair to ‘Eveleen’s bower,’
played on the chords of my heart. Sometimes, when I draw back the
curtain, and shade the light of the pale night-lamp, with my hand, for
fear it might wake her—the mistress I mean—for I never lay down until
she is asleep: often, when I watch her features, worn with pain, yet so
still, and gentle-looking, and see her pale, pink lips, half open, and
such a sweet smile on them, I think—the sleeping face differs so from
the waking one—that angels must be whispering the joys that will come.
When the last dull sleep is ended, aunt, I am sure I should go mad if I
thought that dear innocent woman, so tortured in this world, yet so meek
in herself, so thoughtful and generous to the poor, so kind in her
judgments, so fond to take the sorrows of all who have sorrow into her
bosom, and turn them to blessings—I should indeed break my heart, if I
believed that, for reading the one book another way, we should never
meet in the world that’s to come. I can’t believe it, so there’s enough
about it. As I looked at her, the song of ‘The Angels’ Whisper,’ came
for a second time into my head that night, and then I _crooned_ over
that ‘Savourneen delish’ you are so fond of; and that brought poor Tom
and his motherless children before me! Aunt, dear—maybe I didn’t use
Tom well! I couldn’t help it: though you often told me I should not cast
out dirty water until I could get clean—not a grate compliment to Tom
either!—yet to be obliged, after a few words, to be a mother all out to
three sharp children; and if _he_ was cold and weary, and didn’t smile
and talk every day the same, to have the creeping chill steal over me
like the shake,[25] that he was thinking of his first wife, and maybe
comparing us in his own mind—that would drive me as wild as the other
thing I tould you of a while ago; and yet, I own to you, I have thought
more of poor Tom since I left home, than ever I did while I was there.
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