Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
For a quarter of a mile we did not say a word; and then I began any
how—sure to bring the conversation round, before I had done, to the one
sole subject of my thoughts. I believe I talked great nonsense. I felt
it at the time. I almost feared she would think I had drank too much
wine; for I could not keep my ideas fixed upon that of which I was
speaking. I soon found that utterly indifferent subjects would not do. I
knew the worst part of the task that was before me, and I determined to
approach it at once. Yet I did not succeed in my first attempt. I
thought if I spoke of her father’s situation, of my anxious, longing
desire that he and his should share in all I possessed, and if I tried
to enlist her on my side in persuading him to yield any pride and
prejudice which opposed my schemes, that it would naturally lead her to
some inquiry as to the source of the means I possessed. I was mistaken,
however. This sort of abstract consideration seemed completely to
restore her calmness. She raised her beautiful eyes to mine, and said,
“I need not tell you, Louis, that if it depended upon me, there would
need not another word. I could be content to be dependent on your
kindness—ay, and feel a sister’s claim to it likewise—without doubt or
hesitation or shame; and I believe my mother, too, would have few
scruples. But I know my father; and I am certain he would rather dig as
a common gardener than be indebted for assistance to any one.”
She asked no questions. It seemed enough for her that I had the means of
aiding her father, and that her father would not accept my aid. I saw
that I must try another course, and I changed the subject somewhat
abruptly. I began to talk to her of my wanderings through Switzerland,
of my sports in the mountains, of the battle of Zurich, of the danger of
Father Bonneville, of my being trodden down by the Austrian soldiers,
and lying for long weeks in the hospital. She grew deeply interested in
the details. Her color came and went. Her eyes were now raised up and
sparkling, and now cast down and swimming in tears. I told her of my
journey to the north, of my seeking employment in vain, of my begging my
way to the gates of Hamburgh. Her hand trembled again upon my arm, and
her steps wavered.
We were now within the gates of the park, and entering a long, solitary
chestnut walk, near the top of the steep hill, and I felt that with the
agitation which pervaded my whole frame, and her shaking limbs, we could
not go much further. There was a bench near, beneath the wide spreading
branches of one of the old trees, and I said, “Come, let us sit down
here, dear Mariette, and I will tell you the rest.”
“Will you, Louis—will you?” she asked, with an earnestness I shall
never forget.
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