Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
He rose up from his chair, with habitual politeness, went through the
customary bow with the customary grace, and then sank down again into
his seat, unable to stand long upon his feet. I walked calmly and
deliberately up to the side of the table, and without being invited,
seated myself exactly before him.
I must not stay to scrutinize my feelings at that moment. It is enough
to say that they were sufficiently fiendish. There he sat, the murderer
of my father, the persecutor of my race—a worm—a snake—which wanted
but one crush of my heel, as it seemed to me, to lie a mass of rotting
corruption before me. Pity! I could feel no pity at that moment. All
human charities seemed extinguished within me, and although I would not
have injured the frail body for the world, yet I felt if I could have
got at his spirit I would have torn it to pieces.
He looked at me in surprise and dismay, as in dull silence I drew a
chair to the table and sat down, gazing fixedly at him, as if I would
have looked into his very soul. He said not a word, and after a pause, I
asked, “Do you know me, Marquis de Carcassonne?”
“No,” he said, in the shrill treble of age, and with a look of fear and
agitation, shrinking back in his chair as far as he could. “No. The dead
do not come back here below—That is a superstition—No, I do not know
you, though you are like—very like.”
“I am Louis De Lacy,” I said, sternly.
“Ah!” he cried “ah!” and he put out his hand as if to push me off from
him.
I could see him shiver and quake, and I went on repeating the same
words: “I am Louis De Lacy, the son of him you murdered. He is before
you in my person. He speaks to you by my voice. He demands that you do
justice to his memory, even now, when you are trembling on the brink of
that grave beyond which you will soon meet face to face. Answer me,
Marquis de Carcassonne. Will you at length tell the truth? Will you do
justice to the dead? Will you make the only atonement you can make to
the murdered, before God puts his seal upon your obduracy, and you go to
judgment for your crimes unconfessed and unrepented of?”
The old man quivered in every limb and his face was as pale as death;
but he answered not a word, and I went on with a hardness of heart for
which I have hardly forgiven myself yet. “You were once wealthy,” I
said, “and you are now poor. You were once the inhabitant of gilded
halls, and soft, luxurious apartments: You are now in a miserable
garret, wretched, and dark, and gloomy. Your crimes have led not to
greater wealth and opulence; not to comfort and indulgence; not to the
objects of ambition and desire; but to penury, distress, and want. There
is a further step before you—a deep abyss, into which you seem inclined
to plunge. The grave is a colder dwelling than this, the tribunal of an
all-seeing God more terrible than any you can appeal to here, the hell
which you have dug for yourself, more agonizing than even your
conscience at this moment.”
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