Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“At first,” said my mother, taking up the tale again, “I rejected the
proposal with horror, and declared that nothing would induce me to part
with my child; but the good gentleman who had been sent to me, urged
strongly, that by my presence and persuasions, I might induce my father
to mitigate somewhat of his severity. He did not know his inflexible
nature; and before I yielded, I attempted by letter to move my father. I
represented humbly that, although condemned by a corrupt court, my poor
husband was certainly innocent—that I knew every thing that had passed
between him and the British officers—that the letters produced were
forgeries—and that the time would come, when De Lacy’s name would stand
out pure and clear. All I could obtain was contained in the following
words of his reply: ‘If the time should ever come which you anticipate,
and when your late husband’s character shall be fully justified, I will
acknowledge you as his wife with pride, and receive your son as one of
my own race. But till that time, I will never see him. You must never
meet him voluntarily; and I beg it to be remembered, that if by a want
of good faith, or even an indiscretion upon your part, he is made
acquainted with his connection with myself, or is brought to England,
under any false expectations from me, I will immediately stop the
allowance that I propose to make him, and strike his name out of my
will.’
“At first this seemed to me but little gained, but both the English
gentleman, who had remained with me, and Father Bonneville, thought that
it was much. They represented to me that opinion was already changing in
France with regard to my husband’s case, that multitudes asserted his
innocence and deplored his fate; and that the time must soon come, when
he would be fully justified. My own hopes and convictions seconded their
arguments, and I resolved, at length, to submit. Beggary and starvation
were before me, Louis, not only for myself, but for you. I was bribed,
in short, by the hope of your happiness, to sacrifice all a mother’s
affections and enjoyments. Father Bonneville undertook the task of
educating you; my maid Jeanette agreed to go with him to his little
cure, and watch over you as a mother; and with a bitterness worse than
that of death, I parted from you, and returned to England. Father
Bonneville and Jeanette both solemnly bound themselves to the secrecy
required—and well did they keep their word. God’s will brought you to
England, no act of mine; and by a blessed chance you became acquainted
with your dear Cousin Charles, who has been to me in my long widowhood
and privation, the greatest comfort and consolation.”
“But how did you know Charles,” I inquired, “so much of my fate and
history, if the subject was forbidden in your grandfather’s house.”
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