Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The quiet village street between my father’s house and place of
business, was the only one I was in the custom of seeing, and at such
times generally in charge of an attendant, unless, with soiled face and
apron full of toys, I adventured alone to run the hazard of the
occasional carriages, and finally to be found asleep beside the fence
and carried home to my anxious mother. When taken to another street, I
seemed to pass to another realm. I roamed admiringly through the _terra
incognita_; “the Bank,” with its brick walls and slated roof, I believed
the castle of Giant Despair; the huge, white, fast-closed meeting-house
seemed like a desolate prison; the drivers shouted to their teams in
unknown tongues; the confectioners’ windows recognized me with smiles of
dazzling invitation, and sometimes a benign old man would pat my head
and ask me how old I was. The bustle and business, the shops and
sign-boards, all I saw and met were wondrous discoveries, identified
with histories of men and things which I had spelled out from my
story-books, or had heard my father read at morning-prayer.
Once or twice I wandered off there alone. But to turn the corner of Mill
street was like rounding the Cape of Storms. Men in a hurry tumbled over
me, rude boys threatened to swallow me, dirty-faced and ragged children
of my own age eyed me in mute surprise, that almost equaled mine, or
with precocious malignity and a jealousy that, I trust, did not ripen in
them, plucked my clothes or my hair, or threw mud on me. And one
boy—and a twinge of my sometime indignation now comes across me—I
remember took away the ten-cent piece which hung on a red ribbon around
my neck, and spent it for India crackers.
There was a stump fence opposite our house, where I sometimes stood for
long together, looking at the great, spangling roots and dead fibres
twisted in fantastic shapes, to conjure up dragons, hydras, and all
grotesque and horrible creations. And the old swamp of rank, slim
hemlocks, that I used to shudder at passing, with their gnarled, naked
trunks, dry limbs and mossy beards. And the tangled, dark thickets and
unpathed woods with cawing rooks; these all filled my mind with
shapeless shadows of strange myths. How I remember the first time I
clambered up the hill and looked out upon the miles of forest, like a
great, green, waving ocean, while the winds strode over it, as then my
heart knew its first unutterable grasping, and swelled with vague
emotions that I could not fit with words.
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