Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Paqueta loved dress above all things, and had the taste to wear it—the
French part of her composition—and when, on a gala day, she appeared
tricked out with ribbons, her joy ran over, and sparkled in her eyes,
and lighted up her face, and babbled from her tongue, and played in her
feet, so airily, that she seemed to tread upon nothing. She loved
admiration, too; and no punishment could be devised, for any of her
faults, so effective as the forbidding her to appear before the company
which visited her mistress’ house. She took to music from nature, for
she was born amid the sound of bells; and at the Opera, where she held
her mistress’ handkerchief, or arranged her mistress’ train, kept time
with her head, and with her hands, and with her whole body—certainly
Paqueta was not unhappy. I much doubt whether she ever saw a more
miserable hour than that to which I once subjected her, in an honest
attempt to teach her English. She began with a right good will, for she
knew that the lesson was to be a long one, and would not be got over
with the counting of five; but the guttural and teeth sounds so grated
upon her ear, that, like the whetting of a saw, they made her sick, and
I gave up my project—the more readily, since we all know that one
language is enough for anybody; and more than enough for most of us.
Next to dress, in a woman, comes religion; and since nature is ever
true, and ever holds to her first types, Paqueta was religious all over.
She kept the fast-days every one, eat no meat upon a Friday, and with
the coming of the Sabbath, and on most week days, walked at her
mistress’ side to matins. If she came away with little knowledge, she
came away with much wisdom; for true wisdom is a getter of happiness,
and her happiness flowed from her religion as one of its main sources.
She ever wore about her neck, hanging to a narrow ribbon, a small medal
of the size, if you are a lady, of your thumb nail; it was of bronze,
and bore upon one side an impress of the cross, and upon the other a
raised figure of the Virgin. One day I took it between my fingers, and
asked her what it was; she said it was her God, and began with much
earnestness to tell me how it came into her possession. She said that it
had been given to her a long time before, so long before that her little
memory could not run back to the precise year, and month, and day, by
the good Father Joseph, who told her that if she kept it safely she
should never die. Never die; _pauvre petite!_ What could Paqueta know of
death, except as a place where there was no dressing, no eating and no
drinking, no counting of five, and, more than all, no petting? Yet the
good father had spoken to her of death, and had told her further, that
if she did but pray to her God morning and night, she would in return,
receive whatever she asked.
“And did the good father tell you what to ask for, Paqueta?”
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