Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Overcome by an unspeakable emotion, the traveler stood still—his eyes
filled with tears, he let his knapsack fall, and stretched out his arms,
while his countenance glowed with love and rapture. At the same moment
the bells rang for Angelus. The traveler fell on his knees, sunk his
head deep upon his bosom, and continued thus for a considerable time,
immovable though trembling. A prayer streamed up from his heart and
lips; this was evident as he cast his eyes full of inward thankfulness
toward heaven, and lifted his clasped hands to God. He then took up
again his knapsack, and said, with his gaze riveted on the
church-tower—“Thou at least hast not become changed, thou little
church, in which I was baptized, in which I celebrated my first
communion, in which all looked to me so wonderful and so holy. Yes, I
shall see them again, the Sacred Virgin in her garments of gold, and her
silver diadem; St. Anthony with the little friendly swine; St. Ursula
and the devil with the red tongue, of which I so often dreamed! and the
organ, upon which the sexton played so beautifully, while we sung with
all our hearts—
‘Ave Maria
Gratia plena.’”
The last words the traveler sung aloud, while a tear trickled down his
cheek. Silent and dreaming he went on till he came to a little bridge,
which led over a brook into a meadow. There his countenance brightened,
and he said with emotion—“Here I first pressed Rosa’s hand! Here our
eyes confessed for the first time that there is a happiness on earth
which seizes irresistibly our hearts, and opens heaven to the young! As
now, so then shone the yellow iris flower in the sunshine; the frogs
croaked, full of the enjoyment of life, and the larks sang above our
heads.”
He went over the bridge and said aloud to himself—“The frogs which
witnessed our love are dead; the flowers are dead; the larks are dead!
Their children now greet the old man, who like a spectre returns home
from the past times. And Rosa, my beloved Rosa! livest thou still?
Perhaps . . . . probably married and surrounded by children. Those who
stay at home forget so soon the unhappy brother who wanders over distant
lands in sorrow and care.” . . . . His lips moved as if he were
smiling:—“Poor pilgrim!” he sighed, “there wells up again in my heart
the old jealousy, as if my heart yet remained in its first spring. The
time of love is long gone by! . . . . But so be it; if she only knows
me, and remembers our former relation, I shall not repent the long
journey of eighteen hundred miles, and will then willingly lie down in
my grave, and sleep by the side of my ancestors and friends!”
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