Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 1, July 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“The fact is, De Lacy,” he said, in a meditative way, “you are furiously
in love, my dear fellow—far enough gone to be as jealous as a
spaniel-dog. Now do not suppose that I am angry with this—for it is
very natural; nor even that I should be so, if I found out that, in your
innermost thoughts, you fancied just now that I came down here upon some
blackguard errand—for there are so many of us in London who care not,
so long as they hold their honor fair toward men, how dishonorably they
act toward women, that such a supposition might be very natural, too. I
see the suspicions have vanished, however, and so now to business. Let
me, however, premise one thing. It is perfectly unnatural, and out of
the ordinary course of events, that one young man should take a strong
and affectionate interest in another, and endeavor to serve him upon
perfectly unselfish principles. This postulate is granted. As in what I
am going to say, I wish to serve you, I must either be an unnatural
monster of generosity, or I must have some selfish motive. That is a
fair inference, I think? Well, then, I admit the selfish motives. I do
wish to serve you upon principles purely personal. My motives I cannot
tell you at present, but I will tell you before I return to my
regiment—perhaps, at the very last minute. All this I have said, to
convince you of my sincerity, in order that you may take my advice as
that of a sincere friend. Now, this love of yours will hurry you on very
rapidly, and, without a little prudence, we shall have nothing but
marryings and givings in marriage. My advice is, be discreet and
patient. Make love as much as ever you like, but do not marry in a great
hurry. If you do, you may injure yourself irreparably. Things are, I
trust, looking fair for you. You are young, and your fair lady must be a
good deal younger. You can both afford to wait a little, and it will be
much better for you to do so.”
“Very good advice, Westover,” I replied; “but could you follow it
yourself in my case?”
“I have waited two years myself,” he answered, “and shall probably have
to wait two years more, exactly upon the same principles—but without
half the strong motives which should induce you to wait, if you knew
all.”
I paused for an instant, looking down thoughtfully and somewhat
bitterly.
“I do not know all, Westover,” I replied, “but I am determined that I
soon will. You, indeed, seem to know more of me than I do myself; at
least, if I may judge from your words at present, and I do not see why a
stranger should have such information when it is denied to me.”
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