Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Let us now transport ourselves to a large and luxurious apartment in one
of England’s stateliest mansions. It was dusk, but there was no light in
the room save the flickering and uncertain glare of a cheerful
wood-fire, in front of which was seated a man in the prime of life, yet
with deep lines of care engraven on his high brow, and traces of some
bitter sorrow round his thin, compressed lips; but those lips were
parted now with a smile of deep and fond affection, and his eyes were
fixed earnestly upon a sweet, loving face upturned to his; it was the
face of an exquisitely beautiful girl, who sat on a low stool beside
him—she had apparently been reading, for a large volume lay in her lap,
but now they were silent for a long time—his hand rested on her silken
hair, and he seemed absorbed in thought; at last she whispered, “Dear
father.” A tear started to those eyes so unused to weep—
“And do you, indeed, love me, my sweet, forgiving Mabel. Can you so
easily forget, in a few months of kindness, the cruelty, sternness and
injustice of years? But, in truth, my child, I have been bitterly
punished; in all those long, long years I have never known happiness. In
the dark night a pale, sad, weeping form would come and stand beside my
bed, and stretch out its thin, shadowy arms so imploringly. I fled from
society—I shut myself up in my own apartments; I called to mind my past
life, and I shuddered at the review; I could not bear the presence even
of my gay and haughty wife, and for months I never spoke one word to
her. I was wicked—proud—angry with the world. At last I partly
overcame my hatred and bitterness. I hoped on in spite of every thing
that I should yet see my Mabel and ask her forgiveness. When Lady
Arlington died I shut myself up once more, and I humbly hope meditation
and sorrow had made me a better man, even before I had your sweet
example and precious words to be my daily support.
“Oh, my child, my only comfort, you can never know half the blessedness,
the peace your presence brings me; truly I can say, ‘Lord, now lettest
thou thy servant depart in peace.’”
There was no reply save Mabel’s silent tears and the fond pressure of
her hand.
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