Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Often his eyes refused to slumber or sleep, when, in obedience to the
gentle request which love turned into a command, he lay down, beneath
the shadow of his mother’s blessing; and his brain would throb, and his
heart beat; and when _she_ slept, he would creep from his humble pallet
and read by the light of the one lamp which illumined the court, and was
(so he thought) fortunately placed opposite their window. Not that the
boy understood all he read, but he imbibed its influence, and clasping
his large brow within his palms, he would weigh and consider, and feel,
within that narrow room, where poverty still lingered—though _then_,
with their simple and few wants, rather as a shadow than a
substance—and his heart throbbing as he thought, “What shall I do to be
_great_?” even, it might have been, when the chastened and subdued
spirit of his young but almost sightless mother murmured in her
half-broken sleep, “What shall I do to be _saved_?” And then, as the
spring advanced, and night and morning blended sweetly together, he
hastened to his work joyfully—for he loved the labor that gave him food
and knowledge. Matty would say his “food went into an ill skin—never
did credit to man or _mortial_;” while his silent master, absorbed in
his occupations, and pretty much abstracted from the every-day goings-on
of his establishment—having, as he said of himself, an honest curse of
a housekeeper and a jewel of a boy—was, nevertheless, sometimes
startled by the singular questions Richard asked, meekly and modestly
seeking for information, from him whom his enthusiastic nature believed
one of the mild lights of literature.
What will youths who are pampered or wooed into learning say of the
circulating boy of a circulating library, performing the menial offices
of his station, yet working his mind ardently and steadily _onward_?
One evening, after he had gone out with his books, his mother entered
the shop, timidly and with hesitating step, which those who struggle
against blindness unconsciously assume. Matty was there, removing some
papers; Peter, the most silent of all dogs, lay upon the mat, and Mrs.
Dolland stumbled over him: Peter only gave vent to a stifled
remonstrance, but that was enough to set Matty into a passion.
“Couldn’t you see the dog!” she exclaimed. “If you war a customer tin
times over, you had no call to the baste; he’s neither pens, ink,
wafers, books, nor blotting-paper—no, nor the writer of a book—to be
trampled under your feet.”
“I did not see him,” she said meekly.
“Can’t you use your eyes?”
The unconscious roughness cut like a razor.
“I did,” she replied, turning her large, sorrowful, and dimmed eyeballs
toward Matty—“I did; I used them night and day, until it was the will
of God to take away their light.”
“God look down upon you!” exclaimed the woman tenderly. “Sure it isn’t
going blind you are—a young woman like you to go blind?”
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