Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘Jamie, you know how I lo’ed an’ trusted him, an’ obeyed his ain wishes
in comin’ out to this strange country to be his wife. But ’tis all over
now,’ and she pressed her sma’ hands tightly over her breast, to keep
doon the swelling o’ her heart. ‘Jamie, I know now that it is a’ for the
best; I lo’ed him too weel—mair than ony creature sud lo’e a perishing
thing o’ earth. But I thought that he wud be sae glad an’ sae proud to
see his ain Jeanie sae sune. But, oh!—ah, weel!—I maun na think o’
that; what I wud jist say is this,’ an’ she took a sma’ packet fra’ her
breast, while the tears streamed down her pale cheeks. ‘He sent me forty
dollars to bring me ower the sea to him—God bless him for that!—I ken
he worked hard to earn it, for he lo’ed me then—I was na’ idle during
his absence. I had saved enough to bury my dear auld grandfather, and to
pay my ain expenses out; and I thought, like the gude servant in the
parable, I wud return Willie his ain with interest; an’ I hoped to see
him smile at my diligence, an’ ca’ me his bonnie gude lassie. Jamie, I
canna’ keep this siller—it lies like a weight o’ lead on my heart. Tak’
it back to him, an’ tell him fra’ me, that I forgi’e him his cruel
deceit, an’ pray to God to grant him prosperity, and restore to him that
peace o’ mind o’ which he has robbed me forever.’
“I did as she bade me. Willie looked stupefied when I delivered her
message. The only remark he made, when I gave him back the money,
was—‘I maun be gratefu’, man, that she did na’ curse me.’ The wife came
in, and he hid away the packet and slunk off. The man looked degraded in
his own eyes, and so wretched, that I pitied him from my very heart.
“When I came home, Jeanie met me at my uncle’s gate.
“‘Tell me?’ she said, in a low, anxious voice, ‘tell me, Cousin Jamie,
what passed atween ye? Had he nae word for me?’
“‘Naething, Jeanie; the man is lost to himsel’—to a’ who ance wished
him weel. He is not worth a decent body’s thought.’
“She sighed deeply, for I saw that her heart craved after some word fra’
him; but she said nae mair, but pale and sorrowfu’ the very ghaist o’
her former sel’, went back into the house.
“From that hour she never breathed his name to ony of us; but we all
ken’d that it was her love for him, that was preying upon her life. The
grief that has nae voice, like the canker-worm, always lies ne’est to
the heart. Puir Jeanie! she held out during the simmer, but when the
fall came, she just withered awa’ like a flower nipped by the early
frost, and this day we laid her in the earth.
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