Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Forgetful of my promise, I entreated Alfred to repeat to me the words
on the scroll. He smiled sadly, and refused to speak on the subject any
more. I next sought out my father, and begged him to divulge the secret.
Still sceptical to the last, he answered that one diseased imagination
in the family was enough, and that he would not permit me to run the
risk of being injected by Alfred’s mental malady. I passed the whole of
that day and the next in a state of agitation and alarm which nothing
could tranquilize. The sight I had seen in the study gave a terrible
significance to the little that my brother had told me. I was uneasy if
he was a moment out of my sight. There was something in his
expression—calm and even cheerful as it was—which made me dread the
worst.
“On the morning of the third day after the occurrence I have just
related, I rose very early, after a sleepless night, and went into
Alfred’s bed-room. He was awake, and welcomed me with more than usual
affection and kindness. As I drew a chair to his bedside, he asked me to
get pen, ink and paper, and write down something from his dictation. I
obeyed, and found to my terror and distress, that the idea of death was
more present to his imagination than ever. He employed me in writing a
statement of his wishes in regard to the disposal of all his own little
possessions as keepsakes to be given, after he was no more, to my
father, myself, the house-servants, and one or two of his most intimate
friends. Over and over again I entreated him to tell me whether he
really believed that his death was near. He invariably replied that I
should soon know, and then led the conversation to indifferent topics.
As the morning advanced, he asked to see my father, who came,
accompanied by the doctor, the latter having been in attendance for the
last two days.
“Alfred took my father’s hand, and begged his forgiveness of any
offense, any disobedience of which he had ever been guilty. Then,
reaching out his other hand, and taking mine, as I stood on the opposite
side of the bed, he asked what the time was. A clock was placed on the
mantel-piece of the room, but not in a position in which he could see it
as he now lay. I turned round to look at the dial, and answered that it
was just on the stroke of nine.
“‘Farewell!’ said Alfred, calmly; ‘in this world, farewell for ever!’
“The next instant the clock struck. I felt his fingers tremble in mine,
then grow quite still. The doctor seized a hand-mirror that lay on the
table, and held it over his lips. He was dead—dead, as the last chime
of the hour echoed through the awful silence of the room!
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