Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 4, October 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“The doctor came in; but my father never noticed him. He kept his eyes
fixed on the watch, which lay between us, on the coverlet. When the
minute hand was within a few seconds of indicating the false hour of
eight, he looked round at me, murmured very feebly and doubtingly,
‘another hour to live!’ and then gently closed his eyes. I looked at the
watch, and saw that it was just eight o’clock, according to our
alteration of the right time. At the same moment, I heard the doctor,
whose hand had been on my father’s pulse, exclaim, ‘My God! it’s
stopped! He has died at nine o’clock!’
“The fatality, which no human stratagem or human science could turn
aside, was accomplished! I was alone in the world!
“In the solitude of our little cottage, on the day of my father’s
burial, I opened the sealed letter, which he had told me to take from
the pillow of his death-bed. In preparing to read it, I knew that I was
preparing for the knowledge of my own doom; but I neither trembled nor
wept. I was beyond all grief: despair, such as mine was then, is calm
and self-possessed to the last.
“The letter ran thus;—‘After your father and your brother have fallen
under the fatality that pursues our house, it is right, my dear son,
that you should be warned how you are included in the last of the
predictions which still remains unaccomplished. Know, then, that the
final lines read by our dear Alfred on the scroll, prophesied that you
should die, as we have died, at the fatal hour of nine; but by a bloody
and violent death, the day of which was not foretold. My beloved boy!
you know not, you never will know, what I suffered in the possession of
this terrible secret, as the truth of the former prophecies forced
itself more and more plainly on my mind! Even now, as I write, I hope
against all hope; believe vainly and desperately against all experience,
that this last, worst doom may be avoided. Be cautious; be patient; look
well before you at each step of your career. The fatality by which you
are threatened is terrible; but there is a Power above fatality; and
before that Power my spirit and my child’s spirit now pray for you.
Remember this when your heart is heavy, and your path through life grows
dark. Remember that the better world is still before you, the world
where we shall all meet! Farewell!’
“When I first read those lines, I read them with the gloomy, immovable
resignation of the Eastern fatalists; and that resignation never left me
afterward. Here, in this prison, I feel it, calm as ever. I bowed
patiently to my doom, when it was only predicted: I bow to it as
patiently now, when it is on the eve of accomplishment. You have often
wondered, my friend, at the tranquil, equable sadness of my manner:
after what I have just told you, can you wonder any longer?
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