Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
To think, and think hard on all things, was common to the bridegroom;
and, seated in his easy chair, all quiet, he began to inquire within
himself--how long it would be before the last button of his boy’s jacket
would be gambled away with a leaden “nicker!” “Good heavens!” he
exclaimed, suddenly arresting the panorama, alarmed at the puerility of
the thing at such a moment; and, rising, he extinguished the light, drew
his chair closer to the fire again, to try if the dusk would not soothe
him to soberness. Half an hour later, when the buttoned Mercury emerged
from beneath the shadow of the desk, breathing hard and looking
stealthily into all dark corners where any cloaked bravo, such as he had
just parted company with, might possibly be lurking, at length,
reassured, peered through the window to discover what the governor was
about, he found the governor thoughtfully posed indeed. His tall figure,
clad in sad-colored raiment, disposed carelessly in the cushioned chair,
his countenance, handsome but rough-cast, bent full upon the ruddy
firelight, while he lazily balanced the burnished poker on his
forefinger, he looked a very real if not a very conventional image of
abstraction.
A well-regulated memory has been likened to the best-regulated
household--a bee-hive. It is said to contain a myriad of little cells,
in which are carefully stored away all our treasures, all the sweetness
we have gathered in bright days and hours, to be drawn forth thence on
drowsy evenings or wakeful nights--enjoyed, and restored. In the memory
of our young bridegroom a hundred little chambers at once now gave up
their precious things. From remotest and darkest nooks, from the very
dungeons of the hive, where they had been stored because they were so
precious as to be painful to look on, they now came pouring pell-mell in
bountiful confusion: and in all a beautiful young face, lit up with
gold-brown eyes, and shaded by gold-brown hair, came and went in a
wonderful fragmentary way. For now a massy curl, drooping over his
shoulder as together they bend to read from one book; and now her eyes,
with a sudden illumination of love and mirth, railing at him; and now
her lips closed to reproach him in silence, or half-parted and
half-pouted to receive his greeting kiss--alone filled the entire
picture. In vain he endeavored to bring steadily before his eyes the
integrate sweetness of that face, where a morning radiance rested all
day long. Once and again, indeed, he seemed almost to accomplish his
desire; and he glanced shyly at the portrait looming dimly on his
vision, lest by gazing too earnestly he should disperse it. And, in a
moment, the features were all rubbed out: again only a curl drooped on
his shoulder, or two eyes smiled up to him, with various and
fitfully-remembered meaning, out of blank darkness.
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