Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
and Jessy shook hands with her dear boy where the shadow was deepest,
returned his salute with modest fervor, and accompanied her final “God
bless you” by a glance lingering and tremulous--and that was the end.
That was the end. The hollow fire broke down sullenly in ruins, and the
bridegroom rose slowly to his feet much troubled. But meeting the
reflection of his face full in the chimney-glass, he sat down again
still more troubled; for the emotion he saw there spoke accusingly. Many
months these recollections had lain nearly dormant in his mind: he had
thrown them off uneasily from time to time; and to-night, when, more
than all days and nights in the past year, he ought least to indulge
them, least to be troubled by them or yearn to them, what right had they
to swarm all the avenues of thought in this way? Jessy Burton was a dead
name, the old house a mere haunted house, so far as he was now
concerned. Had they not quarreled and parted long ago? And whose fault
was that but Jessy’s? True, his part in the quarrel had been the most
active, and she might, perhaps, accuse him of caprice, or something of
that sort; but then she had been very passive, and seemed to care very
little--he had never seen her cry, or look reproachful, even when
matters had come to a crisis; she had very quietly received back all her
notes (quite a little heap they were, square and three-cornered, scented
and unscented, neatly-written notes and some with words sprawling all
about the paper, still “in haste--Yours,” and one with some dead leaves
in it)--and did not return his letters in reply. From which, of course,
any one could only assume that they had mutually--got----
Well, suppose we think no more about it. Jessy could not work such a
pair of slippers as that; and Godwin planted his feet, slippers and all,
on each side of the fire-place. Nor could she embroider such
chair-covers, or work such curtains, or cut such lamp-screens, or finger
the piano so rapidly as Sybilla--nothing like it: he became acquainted
with Sybilla two whole months before he parted with Jessy, and therefore
he had opportunities of immediate comparison, and ought to know. Sybilla
was a handsome, brilliant girl, with a fine high spirit, and excessively
fond of him--no doubt of it. He was a pretty fellow to sit dreaming away
in that sentimental style, when to-morrow he was to marry such a woman
as that, and become the proudest husband to-morrow would shine on! Jessy
was well enough in her way, a nice, amiable, pretty girl; but, dear
me!--and John made up his mouth to whistle an air, and did not whistle
it.
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