Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 5, November 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“And speaking as I was, sir, of understanding the feelings, I know that
to the last I never quite understood those of my husband. I can’t tell
if it was because of the difference of our birth, or of our bringing up,
or of both; though, as to the birth, his father had been a poor man
once, and got rich, some said, not over rightly--though I can’t quite
believe _that_ of my dear husband’s father. I never, as I said, quite
understood my husband; for, to the last, I know I gave him pain, by
little ways which he never complained of, and I knew not how to change;
but what I could understand was his PIETY. He lived the last year of his
life, a life of such faith and hope, that the world seemed to fold
itself away from him like a vapor, and he looked upon all that stood
between Christ and him as evil. He delighted to teach our child texts of
Scripture; and even the wise-like copies which he used to set him from
Poor Richard’s Almanac faded from his memory toward the last, though
Bible words remained with him, and scraps of Watts’s hymns, and long
passages of holy poetry; but what he dwelt upon was the future of his
child. At that time I got constant work as an embroideress. But the last
year he might be said to be more in heaven than on earth: the world was
not with him; only hour by hour he used to call me to him and
say--‘Remember our great salvation,’ and the next minute he would pray
me, clasping my hands within his, not to care about the little lad’s
learning, so that he could win Christ. He would go on, adding scripture
to scripture, to prove that all this world is nothing worth without that
which insures eternal life. He desired neither riches, nor honors, nor
wealth, nor learning for that boy--nothing but his becoming wise unto
salvation. Sir, I understood _that_--_that_ came home to me. Now, sir,
the lad is a good lad--tender and loving to me his mother, and, I
believe, dutiful to you, sir, though the person below did hint, rather
than say, things which I own gave me concern just now--things which make
me fear he may not be altogether what I hope; but he is young, and--”
“It is only Matty’s unfortunate manner,” interrupted the bookseller.
“She does not mean it: she has an ugly trick of insinuating evil where
she means good.”
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